#but you keep going in hopes that one day youll learn to bear it
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elysianslove · 4 years ago
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cheering you up ; haikyuu boys
synopsis; different ways the haikyuu boys care for you and cheer you up when you’re sad
pairings; karasuno x reader, nekoma x reader, aoba johsai x reader, fukurodani x reader, shiratorizawa x reader, inarizaki x reader
genre; fluff
warnings; none probably a bunch of mistakes lmfao
note; i had to repost this like 3 times rip. anyways, im sorry for not adding inarizaki on my last one jbshds but they’re here now!!
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karasuno ━━
sugawara koshi; i definitely think he's so in tune with you, and your emotions. he learns your cues very well, and knows every little thing about you that there is to learn. if you're having a bad day, he'll notice right away. he won't comment on it though. all he'll do is these little things to try to cheer you up, but it's going to be very subtle. he'll let u rest ur head on his shoulder, run his fingers through ur hair. he'll sneakily buy u ur favorite snack. doesn't bring anything up until you do. ends the day with cuddles and a chick flick.
sawamura daichi; he notices but he doesn't really know how to react. not because he doesn't know what to do, but because he doesn't want to trigger you or deepen your sadness in any way. he's very careful with you. if it's something throughout the day, he's very quiet and tender with you, just silently lets you rest your head against his chest and rubs your back/arm tenderly. as you're walking home he asks if you want to talk about it, and reminds you that it's good to, but it's also okay if you don't want to.
nishinoya yuu; not a single sad moment with mr noya here. seriously you cannot breathe. ok but in all honesty, when you're sad. he's sad. sends you memes, and you'll be laughing at them with tears streaming down your face because you don't really know what you're feeling anymore. he does a lot of tiktok trends with you, any of the couple ones. grabs your faces and ,,, smooch all over. until you have no choice but to laugh. if you want to cry even more, he'll watch the notebook and the vow a thousand times over, and be a sobbing mess next to you. just don't tell the guys okay? <3
kageyama tobio; he's so.   bad. at this please help him. like he can tell ur sad, bc he's v good at reading people. but like. what the fuck is he supposed to do. anyways. when u two get to be alone and he kinda notices how quiet you are, he just nudges you slightly, and pulls you to him. it's easier to talk to you, he's calmer, when he can't directly look at you. when he feels you start to shake in his arms, feels the wet tears down your cheeks as you start to sob in his arms, his heart kinda breaks. all he can do is hold you, but it's what you need. and he'll listen too, if that's what you need as well.
tsukishima kei; i think he notices, but doesn't bring it up at all. the way he goes about it is he'll tease you to try and bring a smile on your face. because this is tsukki, and you know him well enough, you know the truth behind his jabs, enough to appreciate them. if it doesn't work, he'll just start to make fun of people in front of you, pointing random people out with you and just being like "wanna bet on what's making their relationship fall apart" this sadist i stg. like suga, he subtly makes you feel better until you yourself approach him about whatever's upsetting. actually gives 10/10 advice bc he's v honest.
asahi azumane; he's so empathetic oh my god bruh. notices immediately. "baby what's got u so upset" w a big pout on his face and when u just mumble "nothin" so low he barely catches it and instead throw yourself into his arms, he gives you a big, certified asahi bear hug. doesn't leave your side at all. constantly mutters sweet nothings and encouragements. if you do the bare minimum like make it through class he'll meet you after and be all "im so proud of my pretty baby". cuddles all day. all night. he's not very good at advice but he is the best listener !!! so attentive and you'll feel a huge weight lifted.
tanaka ryunosuke; "aight who do i need to jump" type beat. u love him so much though. that one sentence and sentiment already has you feeling better. immediately hugs you so tight, borderline suffocating you. "wanna ditch school". 100% willing to do so. he doesn't really know whether to approach it with distracting you or facing the obstacle head-on, but he finds a middle ground. eats your feelings out with you. saeko pulls out the embarrassing ryu pictures and suddenly you don't know why you were ever sad.
hinata shoyo; is really oblivious for a bit tbh. when he first meets you at the start of the day and his hyperactive self is greeted by your duller, sadder self, he doesn't think much of it. it's when you don't react to him or interact with him the way you usually would that he starts to notice you being off. he's actually super straightforward about it, and approaches you with some of your favorite snack that he bribed ukai to give him for free and just "wanna tell me whats up, baby?" he's so, so easy to talk to. immediately you're venting. and he listens to intently, gives stupidly good advice. it's like such simple approaches to your problem but?? it works. anyways you love him.
yamaguchi tadashi; will be super worried about what he could do to make it better, and kinda just tries to feed you as much positive energy as he can. once he's comfortable with people, he becomes really chatty, so i see him talking your ear off with the biggest smile on his face that you have no choice but to kind of ? mimic it? he just radiates goodness and sweetness that it shifts your own energy. he on some witchcraft shit on god. anyways when he walks you home or something, he'll just stop for a min and avoid your eyes when he says "ik u dont feel the best, but i dont want you to have to hide that from me, okay?" stan tadashi <3
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nekoma ━━
kuroo tetsurō; drops everything. i mean it. i genuinely think kuroo would be such a good boyfriend that he'll sense it and text u as ur getting ready for school and be like "are u sad i feel like ur sad". you dont really wanna worry him and you'll just reassure him ur fine but he's already at your front door in — not his school uniform. insists the two of you take the day off saying "its fine babe im super smart". you two will spend the whole day just simply existing, talking when needed, he listens to you if you vent, and tries to come up with as many options of solutions for you so you don't feel weighed down. he'll make sure you eat even if you don't have an appetite, and will try to make u do something productive bc in a lotta cases, it could help you feel a lil better yk :)
kozume kenma; i pretend i do not see it — kozume kenma (2020). jbwjwks im jk. he's like tsukki in the sense that he will never address it, and he doesn't outwardly approach you about it. if it's just an off day for you, and you also happen to not have school, you'll go over to his house, hoping to feel a little bit better when you see him. "can i have a kiss, sunshine" to which he responds "why." you just go "im sad" and he gives u a big smooch. he'll have you lay on his lap while he plays his games, occasionally just sneaking in a peak at you to make sure you're okay. he'll ask if you wanna play to get your mind off things for a while. eventually, when things wind down a bit, he'll just mutter "yk i love you, yeah?" and that lights up your world hehe
haiba lev; as soon as he notices you're sad he just ☹️. he picks out a small flower and as soon as he sees you, he just tucks it by your ear, and smile so brightly and youll just be like "oh my god lev please stop being so cute". he won't really know what to do tbh, but the way he's so lost makes it so heartwarming and it honestly cheers you up all on its own. he just. "would a kiss make it better" and if you nod he'll just start kissing all over your face so softly, until he finally kisses your lips. when he pulls away he asks "again?" with a cute smile and if you nod he'll just kiss you over and over again. very simple way of cheering you up, and very foolproof tbh.
yaku morisuke; i think throughout the day, he might pester you a little bit about telling him what was wrong, but after you keep insisting you're fine, he relents, and decides that maybe giving you your own time and space to open up to him is better. he tries not to act differently in that sense, but he finds himself being a little more soft spoken, and gentler with you. i just had this image flash in my brain of you resting your head on a desk, head turned to the right, and then yaku comes and sits to your right, putting his head on the desk and facing you. and just. "hi :)" your heart melts. he kisses your forehead softly and tells you you're wonderful, in case you've forgotten. if, or when, you do open up to him, he'll be very eager to listen, and ready to fight off whoever upset you.
yamamoto taketora; this man is angry. like properly. "who the FUCK put a frown on my baby's face. speak the fuck up. i won't hurt you. ill just mutilate you." if you tell him that it's no one, and that you're just upset, he'll be so confused but he'll just nod and be like "okay. okay. do you want a hug?" and he'll hug you so tight. he'll admit that he doesn't like seeing you like this, and that he'll do anything to make it better. at first he's very cautious, but then he just lightbulb moment and as soon as you get home he'll be like "karaoke night babyyyyy" and then. no more sad.
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aoba johsai ━━
oikawa tōru; very. perceptive. he greets you normally, even if he notices something's off, because he won't want to worsen anything. you meet him right before he has practice after school, and he'll just cup your face, lifting them to brush at your hair, and you just sigh. "my baby's had a long day, yeah?" he'll be very gentle and careful with you, i'm sure. he gives you a kiss, smiling softly into it, and reassuring you that you're much too strong to let a single bad day destroy you like this. he meets you later that night with a lotta ice cream and you two just binge watch any reality show you could find, shit talking the actors together. he himself is terrible at talking about his feelings this dumbass >:( so he understands if you don't want to yk? will encourage u to vent it out though. expect terrible, makes no sense advice
iwaizumi hajime; he kinda like. gets mad? when you continue to be upset and not speak about it? he's not mad at you! he's just. mad. this is iwa okay. anyways. he won't bring it up mostly, only being slightly more affectionate, especially in his hand holding, which is super gentle already as it is. when he invites you over, that's when he actually starts to talk to you about it. he lets you know that there's nothing worse than seeing you like this and not knowing what to do, and that he wants you to be able to talk to him. about anything. even if you think it's stupid. he'll listen, and tell you that it's not stupid if it's making you upset. he cooks for you <33333 then bakes with you <33333 you feel a lot lighter at the end of the night tbh
hanamaki takahiro; (he's so annoying i love him). as soon as he sees you upset he makes it his mission throughout the day to cheer you up in any possible way. spams your phone while you're class with ten thousand wholesome memes. sends you pick up lines. when he meets you in between classes he just yells out "how's my favorite person in the entire world!" and kisses you so wholly in the middle of the school hallway lmfao. while he's walking you home, takes a longer route and purposely, he passes by your favorite store/bakery/ice cream parlor. buys u ur favorite, and pretends to be shocked when you give him a piece. late at night, he'll facetime you, wondering how you're feeling, asking if you needed to talk about it. whether you do or you don't, you two will fall asleep facetiming.
matsukawa issei; the minute he sees you he's like "whats wrong". no hi or anything. he has like this frown on his face, which seems off bc it's rare to see a frown on issei's face, and he just tucks your chin in his palm gently and stares at your pout. "you good, baby?" he can tell you're not, but he wants you to be able to tell him on your own. sticks by your side the entire day, and nobody really mentions it. he talks to you as if it were a normal day, but his voice has a softer edge. he's not distracting you, per se. he's more, talking to fill the space while giving you your own space to think. once you're alone, he'll just drag you to the nearest comfy surface, flop down, and pull you on top of him. if you even try to resist or ask whats going on he'll just "nap and cuddles first." and when u sleep a lil bit of ur sadness away, he'll just let you talk it out as he continues to hold you <333
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fukurodani ━━
bokuto kōtarō; just as empathetic as asahi, if not more. he really does feel it all with you. yk sympathy pains that partners get when women get contractions? bokuto is that partner. with bokuto, i feel like he'd never make you feel like you couldn't just straight up text him "im sad" and feel bad about it. if you ever do that, he'll immediately call, not even bothering with a text. if he can't come over, he stays with you until you've cried your heart out and then laughing until you can't breathe. if he can go over, he smothers you with love. repeatedly says "you know i love you, yeah? you know how grateful i am for you?" and in between kisses "im so lucky. so, so lucky."
akaashi keiji; i feel like as soon as akaashi notices you're down, or you're slightly off, he just grabs your hand and squeezes, forcing you to stop spacing out and focus on him for a second. if you're with a lot of people around you, he'll lean close to you and ask if you wanna go home. he'll be so soft and gentle and understanding, making up some excuse on the spot on why the two of you have to leave. if you're alone, he'll grab your hand and kind of tug you towards him, silently asking you to come into his arms, where you yourself know you feel safest. as soon as you're in the comfort of your home together, he'll like run you a bath and slip into it with you, just holding you until the water grows cold and the droplets on your skin are from your own tears. he'll wait it out, just holding you as reassurance, then make sure nothing's stopping you from spilling everything to him.
konoha akinori; when he first notices, he kinda deflates. like. who would wanna see their s/o like that? his smile is gentler when he greets you, and he's so soft with you. he grabs a pen and lifts your palm up, quickly scribbling down in his unique handwriting "i love you :) <3" on your skin, whispering for you not to wash it off until the end of the day. it is weirdly motivating tbh. as soon as the two of you are alone, he says it to you, face to face, an expected look on his face as if to ask "you know that, yeah?". puts on a movie to tune out the rest of the world, and holds you close to him as it drags on. he'll give advice if you're asking for it, but he's a better listener than anything else.
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shiratorizawa ━━
ushijima wakatoshi; does not notice. in all honesty, he expects you to approach him whenever you have an issue or if you're upset. he's kinda like ? so confused when you're so down and really unresponsive, until he starts to notice how touchy you are. like you're leaning more into his touch, holding onto his hand like it's your lifeline, stealing his vbc jacket because it smells like him. is very straightforward, and will just ask you if you're okay as he walks/drives you home. kinda just stops in front of your house and presses a kiss to your forehead, then pulling you into a hug. "please don't be upset." he won't tell you that it kills him, but you can sense the unsaid words. he urges you to keep his jacket when he notices how safe it makes you feel. greets you the next morning with a new cactus in a pot hehe.
semi eita; is very cuddly once he notices. you'll sit at a table in school and he'll be sitting next to you, but he just pulls you into him and lets you rest your head on his chest, mumbling softly into your hair "i know you're sad and it's okay." he doesn't say anything else, just holds you there with a few kisses in between until he has to let go. late at night, if your thoughts are still keeping you up, he'll be up too, worrying, and will text you at 3 am if u wanna sneak out to meet him. takes you to the park and lays on the grass with you, picking out stars and constellations in the sky, with a soft soundtrack playing from his phone next to the two of you. he makes you feel secure enough to be sad even if you have all the blessings in the world, and makes sure you know that he'll always be there for you, even at 3 in the morning.
satori tendō; cheers you up by making you forget literally everything. replaces the sadness in your brain with just pure serotonin in any way he can think of. he'll take you to an amusement park, get ice cream with you, take you to the carnival in town, to the park, to the beach, to the pool, take you up to his house's rooftop. literally anything. and then he'll say something like "life's too short to spend it being sad over anything, darling." he's so understanding, and if you're frustrated or something he'll tell you to let it out by like wrestling him or some shit. exhausts you so much and you're filled to the brim with dopamine. he makes sure you're always happy, never seeing a dull moment in your relationship with him.
goshiki tsutomu; freaks out. plain and simple lmfao. but once he like grounds himself, he just softly comes up to you and asks you if you wanna talk about it, or if there's anything he can do. if yes, he'll break his leg running to go do it. if no, he'll just sit with you in silence, leaning over to hold your hand, talking to you about volleyball and his aspirations and how well he's improving. he's better at distracting you than helping you face your issues, mainly because he stresses out about giving the wrong advice or somehow making you sadder. he'll take a lot of pictures of you together on snapchat random filters to try and cheer you up, then later on in the night he'll send them to you and be like "look how cute we are ugh what a power couple" i love this dorkhabsjsks
shirabu kenjirō; i think he definitely notices, but keeps it to himself. he’d maybe think he’s imagining things and that you’re okay, so he’d go about his day normally. he doesn’t see you after school, and that’s when he puts two and two together and realizes yeah maybe you are sad. so he texts you, and texts you, and texts you, and gets no reply, so he just. comes over. unannounced. uninvited. just straight vibes. he’s already ordered your favorite take out, and already settling in bed with you under the cover with the lights dimmed and some chick flick playing in the background. gives the b e s t advice because he’s so blunt. like he will tell you if you’re overreacting, but you’re still his s/o, so he’d like wince as he says it. that’s all the sympathy you’re getting <3 but his bluntness will shock you into laughing hehe
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inarizaki ━━
miya atsumu; usually, with atsumu, you’re always experiencing loud days. your relationship is all fun and flirty and suave and cool. but when he notices you’re sad, he goes quiet. like. eerily so. immediately pulls you aside somewhere private if you’re at a public place like school or something, and with his hands in yours he asks you if you’re okay. yk that thing where ur on the verge of tears and someone asks you if you’re okay and you just burst. yeah <3. his heart absolutely breaks and he just pulls you into a hug, resting your head on his chest and wrapping his arms around your neck. he just holds you there, even if you’re missing class/your friends are worried. he’ll stay with you until your tears have dried up, until you yourself let go.
miya osamu; i don’t see osamu as someone that loves pda. i feel like he’d be a more lowkey kinda guy. but if you’re sad, that gets thrown out the window. he doesn’t really in the moment, and won’t think too much when he pulls you close to his side and just wraps an arm around your waist/shoulder. yeah he’ll get looks but he can feel you trembling and shaking from holding back tears so yk, priorities. he’ll definitely stress eat with you. takes you literally anywhere and feeds you as you rant to him with tears streaming down your face and he’s just nodding sympathetically as he stuffs your mouth one bite after the other. romance is beautiful
suna rinatarō; when he notices you’re sad, his first response is alright what the fuck who messed up. he immediately blames someone else, and if he’s right, he’ll only get really agitated. just giving everyone the side eye from where you can’t see as he walks the two of you, your hand in his tight. if it’s not someone specific, he’ll just hum thoughtfully and then nod, before pulling you away somewhere private and just sitting you down and saying “talk.” very, very good listener. i can’t stress this enough. as you’re speaking he’s already thinking of a million different ways to help you solve your problem. walks with you as he traces your hands and just quietly tells you all the solutions.
aran ojiro; oh my god as a boyfriend he ticks all the boxes. he’s great at communicating, always satisfies your needs, is trustworthy and trusts you. the list goes on. immediately knows when you’re off/sad, and just smiles softly as he takes your hand, kissing your knuckles and saying, “let’s go home, yeah?” at home, he makes you some calming tea, probably pulls out some cookies or brownies or biscuits (that HE made but we’re not gonna get into that) and just listens as you talk, whether it’s about why you’re sad or just in general. gives you honest advice, but also a lil biased bc he loves you hehe <3
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AU Yea 4 - Ladybloggier
@auyeahaugust
Day 4 - Enemy
After Chloé gets booted from the Ladyblog she has the brilliant idea to make her own better version. Of course that means Sabrina has to actually do all the work.
Story on Ao3 https://archiveofourown.org/works/15566118
To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Subject: contest winners! Dear Ladybug#1fan
Congratulations!
You placed second in the Ladyblogs Ladybug Competition!
Your prices will be shipped to your address and the winners event will be on June 2. At 16:00 where Ladybug has promised to show up and meet up with fans.
Love and congrats from the Ladyblog
To: Ladyblog @gmail.com from Chloe @bourgeois.com Reply to: contest winners! Subject: There must be some mistake
Dear Ladyblog
There must have been a mistake, I clearly won that competition. I saw the other entries and none of them were even close in quality, in pose nor costume.
I’m sure it’s a simple error and will be rectified immediately.
Love
The rightful winner
To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: no mistake
Dear Ladybug#1fan
No mistakes I’m afraid. While I appreciate that you put a lot of effort into this contest, and wish you the best of luck for the next one, this contest was a poll and you came in second. The fans have spoken.
Love the Ladyblog
To: [email protected] from [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: recount
I demand you recount the votes! Rose’s costume is atrociously amateurish! She cannot possibly have gotten more votes than me! MY costume was made by Ják Custouve and is a perfect replica!
To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: no
No mistakes. Many of the fans found it distasteful that your costume was made by a professional, they like the personal touch of Juleka and Rose’s work, plus they are adorable.
Move on and be glad that you came in second.
To: [email protected] From: [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: are you kidding me!?
Chloé I’ve just been informed that you’ve been harassing Rose and Juleka!
I can’t believe you! This will not be tolerated!
To: [email protected] from [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: stop being childish
I’m not saying anything that isn’t true.
They just can’t take criticism.
To: [email protected] from [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: WTF
You banned me from the site!?
ALya what are you five years old!?
Let me back in the site or youll regret it!!!!!!
To: [email protected] from [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: I mean it
Alya I mean it!
To: [email protected] from [email protected] Reply to: contest winners! Subject: this isn’t funny
ALYA YOU CAN’T IGNORE ME!
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Alya?
Akuma attacks, it’s a sad fact that they’ve become a natural part of Parisian life. It’s always different yet the same, you’ll find the red-suited heroine doing damage control and fighting off whatever monstrosity stands before her. Her black clad baton-wielding partner distracting the foe.
Often you’ll also find a brunette journalist snooping around, taking pictures and videos from a (relatively) safe distance.
Lately, there’s been a new player, a red-headed girl whose determination to get the perfect footage does little to calm her fragile nerves as she walks into the maw of danger. All she can do is attempt to stop her shaking hands long enough to ensure a good picture or video.
Alya looked on from the sideline as Sabrina continued walking closer to the titanic garbage monster being fought by Paris’ finest. The red-headed girl looked white as a sheet but continued walking closer, phone held out, trying to get a good angle.
Alya looked on in horror as the girl climbed up on a knocked over car, leaving her clearly visible and completely exposed.
The garbage monstrosity flailed around wildly, its putrid tentacles hammering into buildings and knocking off large pieces of debris which scattered wildly into the air at dizzying speeds.
The monster started yelling something about recycling as it continued wreaking havoc on the open street.
Alya saw the akuma’s singular eye falling on Sabrina, readying itself to slam its appendages at her, absorbing her like many others into its being.
Sabrina seemed oblivious to the danger, busy with filming Ladybug.
The grotesque tentacle pierced through the car as though it was a paper crane. Ladybug looked horrified down at the civilian, sipping down with slim hopes of saving her.
Ladybug found Sabrina lying next to the car, scraped but otherwise unhurt under Alya, who had managed to tackle her out of the way at the last moment.
Alya groaned in pain holding onto her elbow but quickly gave Ladybug a thumbs up. The superheroine gave a quick nod, swinging back to defeat the monster.
“You alright?” Alya looked over Sabrina, still locked in her arms, to see if she’d been injured by the fall. She kept feeling a powerful sting running down her own arm but decided to ignore it.
Sabrina got off of Alya, getting her bearings “I’m fine. You made me miss my shot!” she said in a childish accusing tone.
Alya smirked at her getting up and brushing herself off, finding that she had trouble moving her right arm properly, it hurt like hell too. She hoped Ladybug would use her magic to fix everything sooner rather than later.
“Would it have been worth it?” Alya motioned over towards the car which had been torn asunder by the attack.
Sabrina swallowed as she saw the destruction that almost hit her, she looked towards Alya, her lip quivering as she tried saying something that wouldn’t quite leave her mouth.
Alya rolled her eyes, grabbing around Sabrina’s wrist with her good arm and pulling her inside a nearby house.
The two women locked the door behind them, standing in the living room of an evacuated (or captured) stranger’s house. It was strange, seeing someone else’s house, abandoned and unlocked, this was the nature of Paris now.
Alya thought about how easy it would be for someone to use this to their advantage and steal from these houses while the akuma distracted and drove out everyone. She hated the thought of the akuma alert that she’d worked so hard to perfect being used for such awful ends.
Alya’s train of thought was ended as Sabrina began moving back outside. “Hey! It’s not safe, we should stay in here for now” she told the red-headed girl.
Sabrina scoffed “I’m not scared,” she said defiantly, still noticeably pale, her fingers still fidgeting in her trembling hands. “You film monsters all the time, so why can’t I?” Sabrina took her matter of factly tone, which Alya had long since realized was the voice she made whenever parroting Chloé.
“I’ve learned that sometimes you have to make sure it’s safe before you go outside. You have to be smart and you have to be careful” Alya warned.
“Yea right, why would you help me? You just want the best pictures”, she crossed her arms, scowling at Alya.
Alya shook her head exasperatedly; the blonde girls lackey seemed more like her ‘friend’ than Alya would have hoped. “no, I just don’t want you to end up like a concrete crepe. Especially not if it’s because you tried copying me. I made a ton of terribly stupid mistakes when I first started, I don’t want you to do the same.”
Sabrina rolled her eyes, pushing past Alya to get outside. As she moved against Alya, the brunette journalist winced in pain, holding against the arm that Sabrina had pushed.
Sabrina paused, giving Alya a worried look “are you alright?”
Alya nodded “think the fall broke my arm, it’s alright, I’ve had way worse from doing this. The Lucky Charm will set things right.”
Sabrina swallowed, looking at the fearless woman with a mix of fear and admiration “way worse than breaking your arm?”
Alya shrugged with an embarrassed smile “yea, broken legs, head injuries. I’m pretty sure I might possibly have legally died for a few minutes one time. But Ladybug always set it right so I’ve never had to deal with it for long.”
Alya rubbed against her bruised arm with a melancholic look “still, one day she might not be able to fix everything and then I’d be screwed. Besides, it’s not fair to put that extra pressure on her, she’s got more than enough to worry about without a bunch of reporters running around needing her to save us.”
Sabrina looked at Alya’s arm, then up at Alya with a thoughtful expression. She reached out and touched it to Alya’s surprise, inspecting it against Alya repeating ‘ow’.
Alya quickly realized that Sabrina wasn’t just fumbling with her, but rather seemed to know what she was doing. “I don’t think it’s broken, but it’s definitely sprained.” Sabrina concluded, she left the room silently and Alya feared for a moment that she’d be left alone with her pain.
To her surprise Sabrina reentered the room holding a bag of peas, she gently placed it over Alya’s arm, looking up at Alya with a sad expression.
“Hey, it’s ok! I’m sure it’ll be alright, Ladybug will fix it and I’ll be right as rain. Nothing to worry about” she smiled reassuringly.
Sabrina sighed, finding a chair and making Alya sit down in it “you got hurt because I was being stupid…”
“Oh… well, if it helps I might have gotten hurt even if you weren’t there, I’m dangerously reckless” Alya beamed, hoping to help the redhead feel better.
Sabrina scoffed “seriously, how do you keep doing this? No one is making you” she sat down in front of Alya, her legs still shaking from before.
“If someone was making me do the Ladyblog I’d have quit a long time ago” she chuckled “It’s important to me, it’s important to the city of Paris, and it’s even important to Ladybug and Chat Noir. I always wanted to be a hero you know? This way I feel like I can do my part if only just a little.”
Alya held her hand gently over her arm where she’d been hit “I just hope I can be more help than burden…”
Sabrina looked stunned, she was staring down at her hands, unable to meet Alya’s gaze “I guess… I always sort of thought when people said they did things for noble reasons that they were just fishing for attention…” she muttered.
“That’s awful!” Alya blurted out, “not that you’re awful just…”
Sabrina shook her head “it’s ok, I think maybe I am awful, which is fine, some people just are right?” she shrugged sadly.
Alya could feel herself slowly growing hot with rage “what!? No! Why would you say something like that!?”
“You don’t have to be nice, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said that it’s not a nice thing to say.”
Alya felt her heart sinking looking at the morose redhead “do you really feel that way?”
Sabrina shrugged “why wouldn’t I? Whenever I try to be nice people just walk all over me, and I always end up doing some really awful things”  Alya felt like crying for the girl, mostly because she seemed completely unwilling to cry for herself.
“You’re just doing what Chloé tells you to right?” Alya tried.
Sabrina’s head tilted “I guess, but it’s not like I ever say no. I enjoy helping Chloé, even when I know it’s wrong.”
Alya furrowed her brow “what do you enjoy about it?”
Sabrina curled up defensively “it’s kind of hard to explain.  I don’t think you’d understand”
Alya gave Sabrina an encouraging smile “I’d like to try.” She looked at the nervous girl, understanding that she had a hard time doing things for herself, Alya struggled with that too. Thankfully it was possible to help a bit by changing the narrative “I’d like to not be alone right now.” She admitted, “it hurts a lot and… I think I need someone here right now. We can talk about something else if you want.”
Sabrina’s eyes lit up with sympathy, Alya almost grinned at the girl who claimed to be a bad person and was so ready to help others. The redhead bit her lip “I’m not sure what I should say…”
Alya shrugged “how about what in the world you were doing in the first place. Why the sudden interest in photography?”
Sabrina looked off to the side with a nervous expression, playing with her hair.
Alya chuckled “let me guess, Chloé decided she’d make her own Ladyblog?”
Sabrina’s expression clearly told her she’d hit the nail on the head. She defensively brushed hair behind her ear, looking away from Alya a little embarrassed “yes well… what was she supposed to do after you banned her?” she accused.
Alya stared down the mousey girl, making her immediately shrink back “Chloé was harassing others on my forums, I have clear rules on the site and she broke them. She got her own damn self thrown off of the site”
Sabrina swallowed “sure she broke the rules but… you didn’t have to be so mean about it. You have to be gentle when dealing with Chloé, she feels rejected easily. It’s easier for everyone if you just hear her out and well…” Sabrina trailed off.
Alya gave her an unamused look “and just do as she says?”
Sabrina gave a shrug and a sad smile “I guess it doesn’t sound so great when you say it that way. Still, I wish you’d dealt with Chloé in a better way.”
Alya smirked, “because you think I did the wrong thing or because you have to deal with it?”
Sabrina’s shoulders fell as she groaned miserably “I’ve never made a blog before! There’s so much to do and learn and it has to be perfect, or Chloé’s going to be so mad at me!”
Alya couldn’t help but laugh at the poor redhead, her arm hurt every time her chest rose but she barely cared.
She smiled sympathetically at Sabrina, who was pouting at her, not happy to be laughed at. “Do you want a hand with setting it up properly? I’d offer two but I don’t think that’s happening anytime soon” she smirked, the pulsing pain continuing to beat at the back of her mind.
Sabrina smiled nervously, unable to laugh at the girl's injury. “Why would you help me?”
“I’m punishing Chloé for being a c-word, it’s not fair that you’re the one dealing with the consequences. Besides, badly designed blogs make my heart weep” she winked at Sabrina, finding her cell phone.
“Is there a working site online? What’s it called?”
Sabrina swallowed “um… The Real Ladyblog…” she whispered, causing Alya to break out in a small laughing fit.
“Hey quit it… it’s not her fault that you already had the perfect name!” Sabrina defended, cringing to herself as Alya found the poorly designed site that she’d worked so hard on.
Alya skimmed over the site with a critical look for a few moments while Sabrina stood there fidgeting, feeling naked as her baby steps towards web design were being judged.
“There’s some good stuff here” Alya concluded.
Sabrina scoffed “you don’t have to be nice, I know it’s bad.”
Alya shook her head “well, it’s got some problems but it’s about the same as when I first started out. It takes time to learn this stuff.” She scrolled curiously on the site, reading off tabs “how to get your hair like your favorite hero or akuma. Which akuma are you? Learn to pole dance like Chat Noir…?” she cocked an eyebrow at the blushing Sabrina.
“Well, I had to make a lot of stuff pretty quickly ok!” She shrunk, her hands tugging at her arms as though she was trying to disappear into herself completely.
“Pretty quickly is an understatement… you’ve made this stuff in no time at all! This is really impressive.” Alya was tabbing on the screen, looking amused. “oh! I got Lady Wi-Fi, this is actually a really cool quiz!” she giggled amused, reading the little blurb of text describing her own akumatized form.
“So you’re not mad that Chloé made a rival site?” Sabrina looked at her with a perplexed expression.
Alya snorted “level with me, using a percentage number, what on this site was Chloé’s work?”
Sabrina paused for a few moments “I guess the name was her idea?”
Alya laughed “thought as much. Sabrina, you’re really good with this stuff. The Ladyblog is really formal, akuma alerts and databases and speculation you know? It’s the stuff I love, but I’m sure people would love a site that was much more well… this!” she motioned towards the screen, smiling enthusiastically.
Sabrina blinked with surprise and confusion “it’s just a dumb thing I threw together. The algorithm is really simplistic” she scratched the back of her head embarrassed.
“The Ladyblog was just a dumb thing I threw together too, then I started putting real work into it and now it’s this big thing.” Alya looked out towards the still fighting heroes, barely visible through the windows. “I love some of the stuff others make as well and I’m so grateful that people still look to my site for a lot of information. But I would really love to help you with this site if that’s something you want to do.”
Sabrina froze, she tapped at her black screen distracting. She had a thousand yard stare, looking down past her phone onto the floor, contemplating everything.
“Something wrong?” Alya asked with a worried tone.
Sabrina shook her head “I guess… I just realized I couldn’t really remember the last time someone asked if I wanted to do something.” She said deep in thought.
Alya fought back the need to tell her how awful that was, to jump out into the streets, find Chloé and literally kick her ass. Instead, she sighed deeply, looking at Sabrina with an encouraging and empathetic look “so what do you want?”
Sabrina swallowed, looking like she’d never thought about it, as though the concept of making her own choices was completely lost on her. “I guess I had a lot of fun coming up with the things on the site” she admitted, “I don’t want to make Chloé mad, but working on the site with you actually sounds really fun!”
Alya smiled “so do both, we’ll work on the site and I’ll help you not only make it, but make sure to throw some traffic in your direction. I can do that you know” she pushed up her glasses in a sarcastically high and mighty way, making Sabrina giggle.
Sabrina’s smile faded “but Chloé and you loathe one another”
Alya wanted to argue but couldn’t “you’ve got me there. But just because we can’t stand one another doesn’t mean I don’t like you.” She shrugged encouragingly “if it helps, I’ll gladly promise to keep it a secret from your queen bee.”
Sabrina smiled at the idea but it was clear that something still nagged at her. Her cold words weren’t accusatory, she simply believed them to be fact “why would you be so nice to me? You’ll end up using this to hurt Chloé eventually right? That’s your plan isn’t it?”
Alya felt her heartbreaking for the girl, she couldn’t imagine the kinds of things she’d been through to make her automatically think that way. She scattered her brain for a way to convince the sweet idiot that she wasn’t going to betray her.
Alya sighed, an idea popping into her head, it would work but it would require her to entrust the girl with something truly precious. Alya looked at the morose redhead, she’d never done anything for Alya, in fact she’d done some really awful things. Still, Sabrina didn’t seem like a bad person, just a person with little self-esteem who desperately needed a friend who didn’t constantly berate her.
Alya groaned, realizing that she was going to risk sacrificing her work for the sake of this girl, she cursed herself for being a nice person and warned herself that it was going to end badly. She looked at Sabrina’s vulnerable eyes which were so desperate for someone to take care of her, it made her hopeful that the girl could change.
“here” Alya typed a message and send it to Sabrina which pinged moments later. Sabrina looked at it and then at Alya, looking like one big question mark. Alya sighed “it’s the login code for the administrator of the Ladyblog.”
Sabrina looked down at it with widening eyes “why would you give me this?”
Alya shrugged “mutual destruction I guess. With this you could do real damage to the Ladyblog, but of course I desperately hope that you don’t. So now if I were to try and cheat you and use our friendship against Chloé or you, you can hurt me back. That way we both know the other won’t do anything funny right?”
Sabrina’s mouth was slightly agape as she looked between Alya and her phone “but… how do you know you can trust me!?” she blurted out.
“I don’t, but I get the sense that you need someone to trust you. I hope it doesn’t come back to bite me. But I don’t think it will. You don’t have to resign yourself to being Chloé’s worker bee forever y’kno. School is a lot more fun if you spend it chilling with your friends instead of scheming with your… I don’t know, mistress?”
Alya gave Sabrina a joking smile which froze as she saw tears slowly rolling down Sabrina’s face. Alya panicked for a moment, the familiar panic of seeing anyone cry, but realized these were (probably) good tears.
“um… it’s ok girl, do you um… need a hug?” she barely finished talking before the redhead's arms were wrapped tightly around her. She felt intense pain rushing through her as pressure was applied to her damaged arm. She bit the pain back, knowing that this was important to Sabrina.
Sabrina spoke in between gulping sobs “Thank you *hick* I’ll *hick* I’ll make up for the awful *hick* things that I’ve done! *hick* I promise!” the hulking sobs echoed out against Alya, assuring her that she’d made the right decision in sharing her password.
Alya felt intense pride and joy knowing she’d done the right thing. It was slightly offset by the intense pain that kept screaming from her arm. She had to end the hug early, feeling the horrible throbbing pain jamming into her arm and somehow shoulder. She winced in pain, it seemingly kept getting worse.
“I’m so sorry!” Sabrina yelled out, realizing the pain she’d caused. She looked at Alya with apologetic tear-filled eyes.
Alya suddenly felt an intense breeze shoot through her as literally hundreds of thousands of ladybugs flew past her. She’d never get used to the sensation of breathlessness as the magical insects seemingly shot through her very soul. It was cool and almost aggressively pleasant if there could be such a thing. Like the feeling of being tickled just enough that it’s not uncomfortable, but somehow vastly intense.
Alya gasped as the ladybugs left as quickly as they came, she inspected her newly healed arm for a moment.
Sabrina looked to have been cleaned up as well, no longer crying and in a more stable mood, apparently, the powers could do that as well? Alya shook her head in amazement of her favorite superheroine.
She took Sabrina into her arms for a proper hug, feeling the slightly smaller girl shrink to her touch, but slowly unfold against her as she allowed herself to be comfortable, hugging Alya back.
The two girls hugged it out for a moment before the door was opened by a red-suited heroine, looking inside with a worried expression. She was immediately relieved to see the two girls safe and sound. She paused for a moment, confused by their hugging.
“Everything alright in here?” she asked sincerely.
Alya smiled and nodded “everything’s great”
Sabrina walked forward to Ladybug, cautiously standing before the almost godlike heroine. She fidgeted, trying to find the confidence to speak “um… Ladybug, do you have any comments about today’s fight?” she asked hesitantly, surprising everyone in the room.
“um…” Ladybug started, a little unsure how to respond.
Chat Noir entered through the door as well, looking into the room “ah, good to see you lovely ladies getting along” he smiled.
“Chat Noir, I have some questions if you have a minute!” Sabrina almost stumbled over herself, walking up to him.
Chat Noir looked surprised at Sabrina then at Alya, then at Ladybug “there’s two of them now?” he asked with joking worry.
Ladybug chuckled “looks like it” she shrugged.
“And here I’d just gotten used to one” Chat Noir turned his head up in an overly dramatic fashion.
“Oh you just need practice kitty, you go ahead and take care of the press, I’ll see you next time” Ladybug winked and zipped away, leaving Chat Noir with the two hungry reporters.
Chat Noir held out a hand after Ladybug, hoping to make her stop but it was much too late, she was long gone. He dropped his head, crestfallen.
“So Chat Noir, is it true that you’re an experienced pole dancer?” Sabrina asked without a hint of irony or embarrassment.
Chat Noir’s eyes went wide “uhhh… where’d you get an idea like that?” he chuckled nervously.
“The way you often descent your staff. Is it true or not?”
Chat looked at Sabrina with a frozen smile “oh! Will you look at that” he held his ring up to his ear “oops gotta go, see you around, stay safe!” he dashed outside into the streets and soon disappeared over the roofs.
Sabrina stood there with a disappointed pout. Alya put a hand on her shoulder, chuckling to herself “you’ve gotta dampen your enthusiasm a little when dealing with them” she smiled.
Sabrina frowned “so I messed up?”
Alya shook her head “not at all! That was great! I’m gonna enjoy working with you partner” she chuckled, holding out her hand in a fist, doing her best impression of Ladybug’s usual pose.
Sabrina beamed, pressing her knuckle against Alya’s “pound it” they said in unison, giggling to one another.
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emetkoto · 6 years ago
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im going to vent a little about this year and the stuff thats been going on in my head in regards to my art crisis so yknow....sorry
this year has been really terrible for me and my art because i finally reached a sort of breaking point and decided i wanted to start from scratch. as you may or may not know, prior to august of this year, i was doing my art in.......not so great ways. to put it simply, i was basically tracing 3d models. ive talked about it on this blog before and it was a big source of anxiety and depression for me for years. so for basically the first half of the year, i was stuck in limbo and realized that i just couldnt do it anymore!!!! i didnt want my art to be like that!!! so in august (after how well that yuuya painting turned out) i decided that i was gonna move on from that and start over with my art. that first month, it was going really well! i was excited about how well i could draw despite everything, but then that kinda....wore off and i fell back into a depression over how much i disliked my new artstyle and i didnt really do anything until september when i did that corazon painting and from there....well you all pretty much know the rest. ive been in a serious artblock ever since and some days its so bad that the thought of drawing stresses me out to the point of feeling sick
ive always been embarrassed by my art and because of that i never let anyone help me improve and just kept trying to avoid the issue by tracing and other not so great things and that led to my confidence taking a bit of a nosedive over the years and im still trying to recover from that......its honestly one of my biggest regrets? i wish id just let trash help me learn anatomy and stuff because maybe then i wouldnt be so stuck and i could be happy with the things i draw
theres been a lot of times this year where ive wanted to give up. i still kinda do but im doing my best to resist that urge and keep going because art is neat!! its what i want to do!!! its gonna take me a long time to get to where i want to be, but i hope that youll all bear with me until then because without your support i wouldve quit a long time ago
so uhhhhhhh.....yeah sorry to dump all this but its been weighing me down so much i feel paralyzed and suffocated so i really needed to get it all off my chest
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yhellowmil28 · 4 years ago
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Closure
My last letter to you..
I felt the need to do this so I can finally get the closure I wanted. I left unexpectedly bc I avoided confrontation about the problems in our relationship internally. I left because i knew if we stayed friends, we wouldnt have the same mutual feelings for each other anymore. I felt the more i stayed the more you were hoping i would still feel the same. But i didnt. The harshest reality is that our breakup was a slow burn. Overtime my feelings slowly disappeared and never came back. I dont know when it started but one day i woke up saying i dont wanna feel this way anymore and i started living by my word. There was a line where my heart had to stop loving and breaking bc i don’t know how many times i can put it back together again. Sorry if naconfused kta when i went back and forth on you. That pinaasa kta back then. Idk if i ever promised you anything but if i did im sorry i cant follow through with it. I realised maybe its time for me to believe and accept who you are and what your decided to do. Even though i didnt like it at least you were honest about it. Youre honest that youre unable to love me the way i needed to. You see I had an idealisation of you. I romanticised the love that i hoped for and your unwillingness to work for that was my perfect answer. So im sorry i can not reciprocate your feelings anymore. I had reasons to let go of you. I hope you understand my boundaries now and that what i had to offer doesnt come easy. Ethan, not every woman will correspond to your own time and healing. Not every woman will love you on your terms. Not every woman will wait and give you another chance pow. Thats on you and how youll take that responsibility. I have outgrown u in that and thats enough for me to let go. Im not gonna spend days waiting for you to recognise my worth and value.. that got me tired the first time round.
I reread your letters one day and i felt like you described how much i meant to u based on how i loved you unconditionally. But you still were holding back from change bc you thought i was never going to forgive you. Ethan im not gonna keep telling and emphasising how much i appreciated you. Ive reminded you that countless times in every letter and if it still left you wondering if i ever loved you back then you need a reality check. You cant love someone when you cant even love yourself first. You sought after my validation and love. You were never whole in the beginning. Maybe the next time you get into a relationship youll learn how to establish your boundaries and know your value and worth more. Bc recognising that will let you see the treatment people give you.
I went to church for nine days for Sto Nino. And recently on the eight day novena the priest talked about forgiveness. It made me remember during the time that we tried being friends and i remember still feeling deeply hurt by what you did to me and my friends. I never seemed to think about it until i heard his message. He said, “As humans we tend to be driven by our emotions. Only when we forgive can we receive God’s grace and peace. We run by this whenever others try to attack us by vile words and offence.” And i suddenly remembered crying as my hatred grew for you and i pushed the blame on you. Sa totoo lng i also have a fault in it. But instead i didnt want to hold accountable for it. I realised that i was not truthful to myself. I ignored and let my feelings got the best of me. And for that i do sincerely apologise. Sometimes we think people are undeserving to be forgiven due to the consequences they burdened you. (Come to think of it ayoko maging accountable for my own fault bc i didnt know how to fix the problem. And the problem made me very vulnerable. But i had to accept my wrong. I had to face them whether i liked it or not and own up my mistakes.) Though it's difficult it's not the matter of how much forgiveness they deserve but more of how much joy, happiness, and peace you really want in your life. And it's up to you if you're willing to let that go or hold on to it. So i forgive you ethan. It was hard to understand you at first but i realised that overtime the weight of pain does subsequently lighten up. And i dont hold anything against you at all. I dont hate you. Bc first, i got my answer and second its not your fault you didnt do what i needed you to do.
Not all the time everyone will love you for what you give. Your 100% in the relationship may differ from others but that doesnt mean you cant work on areas where you need to. Love is not linear. It is uncomfortable, unbalanced and everyday is a commitment. But if it doesnt benefit you anymore you have every right to leave. Im sorry for leaving you hanging like that but you knew what had to be done to let both of us heal. This was not my battle to fight. When i endured the pain, I thought i couldve done that alone. But i was forcing myself into something that wasnt for me. It takes two people for a relationship to work and sadly i felt like i was the only one trying. I learned that the hard way and with that there were shitty consequences. I failed to take accountability and blamed it on you and for that again i sincerely apologise. I may have worsen your trauma but you should know yourself and not let it define you. Oo makapal tlaga yung mukha ko. But where would i be if i let others opinion get the best of me. After what i did to my friends i still have more lessons to learn. One is that im not perfect. Ive committed many sins and mistakes that ive regretted since idk birth which left a hole inside of me. And God sees that im not perfect. It does not excuse me from being accountable for my actions but whats enlightening is that God has never judged me for my decisions in life. He has never abandoned me through every step of my journey regardless if ako yung kusang lumalayo. He sees through my flaws and impurity. And he healed me. The parable of the leper. Just watch this when you have time.. in day 3 it spoke a lot about Gods love for us. https://youtu.be/8KDz2VG8tUQ ...when i dont let myself be defined by my own problems and issues, it made me a stronger person.
But for now im gonna prioritise myself. And slowly gain back what i lost in the process of losing myself. As selfish as it may sound i dont feel the need of anyone to complete me. I am complete by myself and im happy. I could care less what you think what others will think as long as i know myself and i know what im capable of. For now i will keep my head up and heart open to those that deserve it. I wish you the best in life, ethan. I hope you still know that i care for you. I still have the same respect for you as a person.
You can reach out to us for anything. Well be here to support you if youre willing. Im okay, ive gotten over it and ive grown from this experience. I have so much to learn from myself and for now i need to focus and grow by myself. I pray everyday that you will heal and continue to seek for growth. I hope you dont condemn to what others made you believe. I hope that watever lofe throws at you youll still learn how to be kind. I hope you will find the wisdom and truth that God shows within our lives. I pray that whatever that is bearing upon your shoulders would soon be lifted up by the Lord. I hope you would allow yourself to forgive those who have done you wrong, and not hold on to the past and let it define you. I wish God would enlighten you with the wisdom of forgiveness and peace as He had forgiven us for our sins. Your identity is in him.
Ephesians 4:31-32; "Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you."
Amen. Thank you for your time. Have a good day.
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forethan21 · 4 years ago
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I felt the need to do this so I can finally get the closure I wanted. I left unexpectedly bc I avoided confrontation about the problems in our relationship internally. I left because i knew if we stayed friends, we wouldnt have the same mutual feelings for each other anymore. I felt the more i stayed the more you were hoping i would still feel the same. But i didnt. The harshest reality is that our breakup was a slow burn. Overtime my feelings slowly disappeared and never came back. I dont know when it started but one day i woke up saying i dont wanna feel this way anymore and i started living by my word. There was a line where my heart had to stop loving and breaking bc i don’t know how many times i can put it back together again. Sorry if naconfused kta when i went back and forth on you. That pinaasa kta back then. Idk if i ever promised you anything but if i did im sorry i cant follow through with it. I realised maybe its time for me to believe and accept who you are and what your decided to do. Even though i didnt like it at least you were honest about it. Youre honest that youre unable to love me the way i needed to. You see I had an idealisation of you. I romanticised the love that i hoped for and your unwillingness to work for that was my perfect answer. So im sorry i can not reciprocate your feelings anymore. I had reasons to let go of you. I hope you understand my boundaries now and that what i had to offer doesnt come easy. Ethan, not every woman will correspond to your own time and healing. Not every woman will love you on your terms. Not every woman will wait and give you another chance pow. Thats on you and how youll take that responsibility. I have outgrown u in that and thats enough for me to let go. Im not gonna spend days waiting for you to recognise my worth and value.. that got me tired the first time round.
I reread your letters one day and i felt like you described how much i meant to u based on how i loved you unconditionally. But you still were holding back from change bc you thought i was never going to forgive you. Ethan im not gonna keep telling and emphasising how much i appreciated you. Ive reminded you that countless times in every letter and if it still left you wondering if i ever loved you back then you need a reality check. You cant love someone when you cant even love yourself first. You sought after my validation and love. You were never whole in the beginning. Maybe the next time you get into a relationship youll learn how to establish your boundaries and know your value and worth more. Bc recognising that will let you see the treatment people give you.
I went to church for nine days for Sto Nino. And recently on the eight day novena the priest talked about forgiveness. It made me remember during the time that we tried being friends and i remember still feeling deeply hurt by what you did to me and my friends. I never seemed to think about it until i heard his message. He said, “As humans we tend to be driven by our emotions. Only when we forgive can we receive God’s grace and peace. We run by this whenever others try to attack us by vile words and offence.” And i suddenly remembered crying as my hatred grew for you and i pushed the blame on you. Sa totoo lng i also have a fault in it. But instead i didnt want to hold accountable for it. I realised that i was not truthful to myself. I ignored and let my feelings got the best of me. And for that i do sincerely apologise. Sometimes we think people are undeserving to be forgiven due to the consequences they burdened you. (Come to think of it ayoko maging accountable for my own fault bc i didnt know how to fix the problem. And the problem made me very vulnerable. But i had to accept my wrong. I had to face them whether i liked it or not and own up my mistakes.) Though it's difficult it's not the matter of how much forgiveness they deserve but more of how much joy, happiness, and peace you really want in your life. And it's up to you if you're willing to let that go or hold on to it. So i forgive you ethan. It was hard to understand you at first but i realised that overtime the weight of pain does subsequently lighten up. And i dont hold anything against you at all. I dont hate you. Bc first, i got my answer and second its not your fault you didnt do what i needed you to do.
Not all the time everyone will love you for what you give. Your 100% in the relationship may differ from others but that doesnt mean you cant work on areas where you need to. Love is not linear. It is uncomfortable, unbalanced and everyday is a commitment. But if it doesnt benefit you anymore you have every right to leave. Im sorry for leaving you hanging like that but you knew what had to be done to let both of us heal. This was not my battle to fight. When i endured the pain, I thought i couldve done that alone. But i was forcing myself into something that wasnt for me. It takes two people for a relationship to work and sadly i felt like i was the only one trying. I learned that the hard way and with that there were shitty consequences. I failed to take accountability and blamed it on you and for that again i sincerely apologise. I may have worsen your trauma but you should know yourself and not let it define you. Oo makapal tlaga yung mukha ko. But where would i be if i let others opinion get the best of me. After what i did to my friends i still have more lessons to learn. One is that im not perfect. Ive committed many sins and mistakes that ive regretted since idk birth which left a hole inside of me. And God sees that im not perfect. It does not excuse me from being accountable for my actions but whats enlightening is that God has never judged me for my decisions in life. He has never abandoned me through every step of my journey regardless if ako yung kusang lumalayo. He sees through my flaws and impurity. And he healed me. The parable of the leper. Just watch this when you have time.. in day 3 it spoke a lot about Gods love for us. https://youtu.be/8KDz2VG8tUQ ...when i dont let myself be defined by my own problems and issues, it made me a stronger person.
But for now im gonna prioritise myself. And slowly gain back what i lost in the process of losing myself. As selfish as it may sound i dont feel the need of anyone to complete me. I am complete by myself and im happy. I could care less what you think what others will think as long as i know myself and i know what im capable of. For now i will keep my head up and heart open to those that deserve it. I wish you the best in life, ethan. I hope you still know that i care for you. I still have the same respect for you as a person.
You can reach out to us for anything. Well be here to support you if youre willing. Im okay, ive gotten over it and ive grown from this experience. I have so much to learn from myself and for now i need to focus and grow by myself. I pray everyday that you will heal and continue to seek for growth. I hope you dont condemn to what others made you believe. I hope that watever lofe throws at you youll still learn how to be kind. I hope you will find the wisdom and truth that God shows within our lives. I pray that whatever that is bearing upon your shoulders would soon be lifted up by the Lord. I hope you would allow yourself to forgive those who have done you wrong, and not hold on to the past and let it define you. I wish God would enlighten you with the wisdom of forgiveness and peace as He had forgiven us for our sins. Your identity is in him.
Ephesians 4:31-32; "Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you."
Amen. Thank you for your time. Have a good day.
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tipsycad147 · 5 years ago
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9 Amazing Stones & Crystals You'll Want For Witchcraft
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Stones and crystals are a huge part of my craft. I carry them in my pockets, meticulously place them on my altar, and, in all honesty, spend way too much money shopping for them online. I love working with stones and, maybe most importantly, I find them very effective. Beautiful and effective.  
When I started to get more into collecting them and began hunting stones for their specific traits, I was flooded with information about crystals in terms of healing and energies. This was good to know, but it wasn’t the knowledge I was after. Namely, I wanted stones that would help me improve my craft and add power to my spells.
After about a year of experimenting, I finally came up with my own stone set and today, I’d like to showcase the stones that I’ve found add more power to spells. If you’re not already familiar with the power of crystals and stones, I hope this post inspires you to investigate further and take your craft to a new level.
Find Your Grounding Stone
My grounding stone is agate. Long ago, even before I started down this winding path of witchiness, I always had agate on me in some way, either jewellery or just a little stone I’d picked up at a shop. Agate, and tree agate, in particular, embodies everything I love. It looks like trees in the snow, which reminds me of my home. It is said to help one care for plants and animals, which is how I spend the majority of my days. Incidentally, it happens to be my birthstone, a fact that thrilled me when I first found out. It is a calming stone and also helps one be more in tune with the natural world — two things I strive for daily. But I learned all that later. Before I understood agate better, I simply knew I liked it the best.  
Your grounding stone will “speak” to you in a similar way and to find it, you simply have to poke around a bit. Gem shows are great places to search, but not nearly as convenient as hopping online and searching there. I can’t help much in finding your grounding stone, but I can say you will definitely know when you’ve found it.
The grounding stone is important to your witchcraft because it can represent you in spells, as well as protect you and help you focus. If you take care of this talisman, its unique qualities will grow stronger and it will work better with you and for you. You should keep it with you almost always.
Building A Stone Set
You’ll recognise the first one on the list. Clear quartz — a clear crystal named after ice — is considered the most powerful and useful stone a witch can have. It is so powerful, it can be substituted for any other stone in a pinch. It is “programmable,” meaning you can charge it with any intention you wish by simply holding the stone and charging it with your energy. Clear quartz is both protective and healing, and vibes well with humans. Being an immensely talented stone itself, having one or five around will also enhance your talents.
This is the wisest stone, the calmest, and will guide you well. It’s the perfect first addition to your stone set, and if you only get one stone, make it a clear quartz.  
Next on the list is black tourmaline. Used frequently in warding, black tourmaline is your soldier stone, protecting against negativity aimed your way. While this makes it a great stone to carry with you, it’s also great for… questionable spellwork. I’ve recently seen it referred to as “the wall,” and I think that perfectly summarises how black tourmaline works for you.
Now onto the power hitters of your stone set. These stones have worked for me to both supercharge spells and bring clarity when a spell isn’t going quite right and I need to rethink things. These stones should be placed on your altar and can be incorporated into any spell as a way to add more “fuel to the fire,” so to speak.
Bloodstone, also known as heliotrope, is dark green with red specks. It is a type of jasper, which is a lucky stone. Bloodstone is associated with fire and lifeblood, bringing the energy of both to your spells. It’s also said to be good for heart and blood conditions. Bloodstone will work especially well for those born in March, though I’ve found that this courageous stone is not choosy. This is the dragon of your stone set and will allow you to win against enemies.
Garnet is a stone named after the Latin word granatum, which means pomegranate. Because of its deep red colour, garnet is used often in love and binding spells. Alternatively, you can view it as a stone of attraction, as it will work to bring what you seek into your life. Garnet will also assist in tapping into your hidden potential. Thanks to its association with fire, it will naturally add more power to spells, but will also make the spellcaster more attractive — either to a lover or potential employer, for example. Garnet works with you to help you attain goals, a perfect spellcasting aid.
Moonstone is a pearlescent, peach-coloured stone. This one is for the ladies. Moonstone is connected to the tides, the phases of the moon, and all the power and peace that comes along with feminine power, including intuition. If you are a woman, it will be particularly beneficial in strengthening your spells. Specifically, it will add a gentler edge to your casts and work to protect you while you work — though not in the same way as perhaps tourmaline. Moonstone keeps you grounded and helps bring balance. It will let you see all options, showing you the wisest and safest ways. But don’t think of moonstone as soft just because its power doesn’t lie in brute force. Moonstone is subtle, just, consistent, and unstoppable.
Petrified wood is ancient wood that has transformed into stone over time and one of my favourites. Its power is wisdom from a long life and it is said to impart this knowledge unto its owner. Petrified wood also represents transformation, and growing stronger with time. This stone will not only help you learn from mistakes but will assist you greatly when trying new spells and learning new things. This is your teacher stone. Ask it for guidance in troubling situations and carry with you for patience and insight.  
Unakite is a moss green stone with splashes of pink — it looks like a delicate floral print. This is a peaceful stone that will centre you during spellcasting and help you see opportunity instead of roadblocks in your daily life. If you’ve lost something and wish to reclaim it, unakite is your go-to. Unakite is also used for connecting to the spirit world, so it’s a good stone to use when seeking guidance from beyond. It’s a remover of obstacles, which makes it great for spells that move you forward in life or remove harmful things that hold you back. Think of it as your support system while casting. It will empower your spells by making you stronger.
Lastly on the list is my favourite of all, smoky quartz. It can be dark brown to almost clear, sometimes with slashes of gold running through it (particularly lucky). Smoky quartz is protective; it will redirect negative spells aimed at you back at the caster. It is also said to be a great healer. Smoky quartz is often used in scrying.
Some time ago, I was told that smoky quartz was the essential stone for witches because of how it improves spellcasting and, intrigued, I bought a few tumbled stones. Turns out, this advice held true! By all accounts, smoky quartz is supposed to be a calm stone used for healing, but its addition to my altar and spells has had such a noticeable effect, I’m wondering if this sleek little stone may be hiding some secrets… I recommend this stone above all others when casting. Decorate your altar with smoky quartz points, keep loose stones nearby for all spells, and carry with you for casting on the go. This beautiful and mysterious stone will surprise you.
Finally, smoky quartz is a cleansing stone that does not require cleansing itself. If you’re like me and worry about cleansing — when to do it, how, on which stones? — smoky quartz solves the problem for you. By merely having it near your other stones, it will cleanse and charge them regularly, while never holding any negativity.
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Whenever possible, shop for stones in person instead of online. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with buying online, except that someone else has chosen the stone for you. There is something to be said for finding a stone that really “speaks” to you and you can only do that by seeing the stones in person and choosing the perfect one yourself.
After obtaining a new stone, it’s smart to give it a quick cleansing as you can never be sure exactly where it came from. Again, smoky quartz will do much of this work for you, but I always like to be extra cautious.
https://thetravelingwitch.com/blog/2018/6/19/9-amazing-stones-crystals-youll-want-for-witchcraft
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salmicka1 · 7 years ago
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Looks like, that Salazar´s sign will be the taurus
Linda Goodman - taurus (man)
Logic isn't very helpful when you're trying to solve the riddle of a strong, masculine symbol like the bull, who's ruled by a loving, peaceful planet like Venus. Send that Libra man with his clever mind back to the library.The bull may take a long time deciding if he wants you for his woman. He's not going to execute a flashy swan dive into the pool of romance and discover on the way down that someone forgot to fill it with water. But once he's made up his mind that you're the one, and once he sets his mind on winning you, he'll make the Libra lover look like a fumbler. He'll even put the smitten lion and the passionate Scorpio to shame. That sensible, practical, slow, determined Taurus male is capable of sending you one pink rose each day until you surrender to his proposal-of marriage-or whatever. He can even write a poetic song or verse, and bashfully mail it to you without signing it, knowing you'll guess the sender. Taurus can be a tender, gentle and protective lover. His sensual nature will make him vulnerable to your exotic perfume, the smoothness of your skin and softness of your hair. He may not say so in flowery language to your face, but he will find a way to convey the message. The Taurus sense of touch is a tangible thing...
This negative, fixed earth sign is full of contradictions in love. A Taurean will like to see you dress in luxurious furs and rich colors. He may buy you a fragrant bunch of fresh, spring violets for your furs from the little old lady on the corner, and leave a large tip in her basket because she reminds him of his mother. (You, however, will definitely not remind him of either his mother or his sister -except when it comes to protecting you from the rude glances of other bulls who try to move in.) Music will stir his emotions and put him in the mood for love. He's almost sure to have a favorite song that reminds him of you each time he hears it. It's the one he keeps playing on the juke box.If you need more proof of the romance in his soul, the typical Taurus man will helpyou build your hope chest with birthday gifts of china and silver, and at Christmas he'll remind you of Santa himself when he comes calling, loaded down with mysterious packages and sentimental trinkets. He'll suggest moonlight swims, picnics in cool, secluded woods, and walks down country lanes under the stars. His will be the largest, fanciest, most eloquent Valentine the postman ever delivered on February 14th. When a Taurus man courts you, he courts you. He doesn't fool around. You'll probably be taken to dine in glamorous restaurants, with soft lights and violins, and he'll never forget the date you first met or any other intimate anni-versary between you. For the love of buttercups, how much romance do you need?It's perfectly true that the bull isn't a wild dreamer like the Aquarian male. Taurus will never sweep you off your feet like a Leo, or promise to take you floating away to live with him in a fairy castle, drifting on pink clouds forever and a day, like an Aries. He's more likely to drop by on foot some Saturday night, with the architect's blueprints for the house he plans to build for you, out of real lumber and with real cash. He'll probably make the down payment on the property, or at the very least, on the apart" ment lease, before you become engaged. This man means business. When the bull lifts you across his threshold and plants you firmly in his substantial home, which won't bear the faintest resemblance to a fairy castle, you can be sure the mortgage is secure at the bank. That's hardly something to complain about. You'll wonder why you ever wanted to be wrapped in those pink clouds, once you've been warmly and snugly enfolded in the soft Taurean blanket of security. You'll be too busy enjoying your new furniture and checking account (or the certainty that they're just around the corner) to weep for misty dreams that probably wouldn't have come true anyway. That is, if you're a female who appreciates solid value. Not every woman does, more's the pity. But sensible girls, from eighteen to eighty, value the peaceful, easygoing ways of the bull and his calm, stable nature. His sentimental gestures and pleasantly earthy wooing can be just as satisfying as the soulful, poetic sighs of more colorful lovers, or the dashing excitement of the flashier Don Juans, quite often even more so. Ask any woman who's been sensible enough to get herself good and loved by a strong Taurean. There are lots of contented cows and happy heifers around.A Taurus man plans for tomorrow carefully. As the squirrel stores his nuts when they're plentiful in the summer, to provide security for the cold, barren winter-the temporary pleasures of a bright afternoon will never distract Taurus from preparing for the days when the slush piles up at the curb. It's a funny thing, but the hus-^ bands who are financially able to take or send their wives to Florida in January are often born in May.Naturally, there are drawbacks to a romantic escapade with a Taurus male-all is not peaches and perfection. For one thing, youll have to brush up on your ladylike behavior. No Taurus man is going to put up with a loud, masculine female who cracks a whip like an animal trainer. If you have any forceful opinions, don't shove them down his throat or brag about your brainpower in public. Privately, he respects a female with intelligence (though he places a higher premium on plain common sense), but you'd just better let him be the bright one of the team when you're outtogether dancing cheek to cheek-even if you're just sitting in a restaurant, knee to knee. Make like the emancipated woman in front of his friends and he'll have one of two reactions. If he's a primitive Taurean (and you'd be surprised how many of those there are), he's likely to give you a shove and a shaking, maybe even a good smack in the right place when you gethome-or worse, before you get home. If he's a more sophisticated type, he'll simply clam up on you in front of everyone and sit there like a large chunk of cold stone, refusing to speak a word the rest of the night, until you're so embarrassed you wish the floor would swallow you. Your friends will be most uncomfortable, too. It can really dampen an evening, not to mention cramp your style.Your first impulse will be to try to undo the damage, but trying to jolly him out of his stubborn mood before it's run its course is literally impossible. It's like trying to move the Rock of Gibraltar. As a matter of fact, if you attempt to tease him back into normal social behavior, you may wish you had just let him sulk. A hunk of cold stone is infinitely more acceptable than his reaction to your coaxing after you've angered him. Push him too far and he'll turn from a silent sphinx into a bellowing bull, who may very well let loose some mighty earthy language, which will cause your cheeks to flame even pinker. Either that, or he'll say calmly to the group, "Excuse me for breaking up the party, but I have to drag this woman with the tent flap mouth home and teach her a few lessons." You'll hide from everyone you know for weeks afterwards. And all because, when he's holding the group spellbound with his summary of the political scene, you interrupt him with a remark like, "Oh> honey, don't be so naive. Everyone knows Utterbach takes bribes. With his record he couldn't get elected chairman of the Boy Scout cookie sale, let alone Congressman. You don't know what you're talking about," at which point he'll dig in those heels, fold his arms across that beefy chest, and begin to pout-or clobber you- whichever. If you see him reach for his coat, you might as well put on yours, too. A Taurus man will seldom leave his woman alone with the wolves, unprotected, no matter how angry she's made him. He'll take her along, by the hair, if necessary. So don't get any ideas of staying behind to get sympathy from the others. When he leaves, you leave. And I would strongly advise you to apologize before you get home. He won't. Running to Mama's arms won't do any good. You share his bed and board, as long as he pays the rent. Mother-in-law interference is about the last thing the typical bull will stand for. The first time you try that "running home to Mother" routine will probably be the last. After they once experience his fury, your parents wll prefer to keep the door locked and let you handle your own problems.I know a Taurus man with an aggressive wife who found aunique solution. He simply refuses to go out with her in piblic. Her irresistible force met an immovable object- tm. She can go out and rob other men of their mas-cilinity all she wants, not Taurus, the bull. He's very fond o: his positive mate, and they have rather a nice team gong in many ways; they respect each other tremendously -but until she learns to submit, keep her mouth closed, aid let him be the man, she's forced to go to parties, roetings and the theater without an escort. This particular Tiurean has refused to accompany her ever since the time tby joined several other couples fordinner at a fancy pice. His wife grabbed the menu from him and ordered fa- the whole group. She made unflattering remarks about hi haircut and his tie during the first course, and supplied tb punch line to three of his jokes during the entree. IS)w she goes to social functions alone, while her Taurus nate refuses to budge from his castle. You can't really bkme the bull. He's just being true to his Sun sign. It's sfll a solid marriage, but you may not be so lucky. So An't tempt your Taurean by shoving him around.He's extremely patient, but he won't wear a ring in his n'se. He doesn't necessarily want a clinging vine, either. H's too practical, and he likes his freedom too much to eijoy a female who sticks to him like rubber cement and cies at the drop of a hanky. He doesn't mind a woman wth some fire and spunk. It intrigues him and balances hs own steadier maturity. With a smile of detached amuse-nsnt, he'll watch her cheerfully scampering around in tpical feminine fashion, as one would watch a beloved, petty kitten playing with a brightly colored ball of yam. Jst so kitty knows when the bull gives a strong tug on tb yarn, it's time to stop the fun and games and listen to tb voice of her master. No one can be kinder, more gentle aid truly tolerant than a Taurus man, when his mas-clinity is secure. He'll do anything in the world for the w>man he loves except allow her to wear the pants. Tiurus may sometimes behave like a clumsy circus bear, aid his humor is often rough and ridiculous. But he will nThe bull enjoys shopping around and he'll seldom rush pill mell into a serious courtship. The puzzled girl he's been taking to the movies every Saturday night for a year may wonder if he's ever going to catch fire. It takes time for him to work up enough steam in the boiler to get the engine going at full speed, but once he's set his sights on a particular female, he can't be sidetracked. He may even forget to be sensible and cautious. The typical Taurus man is blind to any warnings of incompatibility when he's been pierced by Cupid's arrow. The more his friends point out possible stumbling blocks, the more obstinate he gets, and you know how obstinate that can be. Consequently, the Taurean frequently makes the mistake of getting tangled up with fire and air signs, when he's better off with earth and water, in most cases. Sometimes, it works out beneficially. Opposites can attract, and stay attracted. But when it doesn't, Taurus will take a long time to get over the scars of a divorce before he's ready to settle down again with a wife who more closely matches his own disposition and outlook.The financial picture with a Taurus man is usually excellent. Paint it pink and rosy. Few Taureans will fail to accumulate at least security, if not wealth. Some of them play the game of Monopoly with real money. And they win. Both real estate and cash are easily conquered by the bull.He probably loves the country, football, fishing and camping. If none of these, he likes flowers, gardening or long walks. He prefers to read books about the dashing heroes of olden days or the biographies of empire builders, rather than sophisticated fiction or deep philosophy. Most Taurus males subscribe to several men's magazines, some earthy and practical, others featuring glossy pages of femininepulchritude.He's the ultimate in a man's man, so don't ever serve him those dainty tea sandwiches with the crusts sliced off. He likes good, old-fashioned home cooking, with. plenty of potatoes and gravy, and apple pie like Mom used to make. Get yourself a good cookbook. He'll also be willing to take you out to dine frequently. Typical Taureans don't expect their wives to be kitchen slaves. (But he may mess up your pots and pans when he plays Sunday chef and expects you to play bus boy.)As a parent, he's a perfect delight. He'll think it's important to have a son to carry on the family name, but hell love the little girls with special tenderness. Taurus men make loving, affectionate, warm and sympathetic fathers. He'll set high standards for the children and expect them to respect property and possessions. The Taurean dad is patient. He won't mind if the children learn their lessons slowly, so long as they get them correctly. His attitude is that young minds should be trained gradually toward maturity. You may find that he puts too much emphasis on material matters and showers them with expensive gifts that spoil them. But he'll also shower them with his time and devotion, and the firm hand of discipline will be there when it's needed. In general, life with father, if he was born in May, can be a warm experience, overflowing with love-except for those rare occasions when the bull charges in blind, furious anger, and the whole family has to hide behind the piano.The typical Taurean husband is generous to a fault with his wife. He won't deny you nice clothes, perfume and baubles; attractive but practical furniture and a full pan-try. The bull seldom skimps on furnishings, clothing or food. Still, money won't bum any noticeable holes in his pockets (unless there are impulsive financial aspects in his natal chart). He loves luxury, but he's just as enamoured with value, and he'll make sure his cash buys more than a salesman's hot air.This man will work hard and need lots of rest. See that he gets it, because he can be quite a grumpy grouch when he's tired and out of sorts. Don't ever nag him or accuse him of being lazy. That's like waving a red flag in his face. He lives life at his own leisurely pace, and he won't be rushed or pushed. His speedometer is set at one speed-deliberate. Attempts to make him spin merrily through a continual round of whirlwind social activity are doomed to failure. He will enjoy entertaining in his own home, but he'll prefer a few people of compatible interests to large crowds. Invite old friends, or those who have serious goals and ambitions, and he'll behave pleasantly and hospitably. If you insist on cluttering his castle with emptyheaded, frivolous Go-Go types, he may just disappear from the scene-sometimes permanently.Buy him one of those papa bear chairs that stretches out into a reclining position. No loud noises, blaring radios and TV sets, chaos and scattered toys, please. Keep your home full of music, beauty and peace. Remember that the trousers fit him better than they do you. Be his woman, and you couldn't ask for a better man. No one else will ever treat you with such gracious consideration. He really deserves to be respected for it. Taurus love is simple, plain and honest. His affectionate natureand flattering attention will make you sure you are loved, in spite of all your little faults and failings that other men would constantly criticize. Taurus gives enduring loyalty and devotion, with a faithful heart. That adds up to emotional security. Com-bined with financial security and romance, there's little else to ask for. So all right, he's stubborn, but remember that stubbornness turned upside down is patience, and that's a rare virtue.
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mentalflowers · 7 years ago
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i just wanna feel like a normal human being, i just constantly feel like im an alien. im just so fucking lost and broken, and i just wanna scream at the top of my lungs and break everything in sight. everything is just fucking stupid, i wish i was never born. i mean i love my mom to death, but why did she have to bring me into this world? i dont wanna deal with living at all. and ive been thinking about this a lot, im so scared to lose my mom...like its been just me and her since i was 6-7 years old, and i really dont know what im going to do when shes gone. i feel like there is no reason for me to go on without her. the only reason i havent killed myself is because i dont wanna leave my mom, cause i know that would just destroy her, shes always been there for me no matter what, and ive put her through a lot of bullshit and i feel so shitty for doing it. i wish i could take care of her and give her everything she wants. but i cant, and we’ve been struggling with money and shit for years and i know how much she is stressed out, and how much she just wants to make me happy and give me all the things i need/want. i love her so much and i really appreciate everything she has done for me, she got clean 16 years ago just for me, she tells me all the time, she got a little lost and got addicted for a few years, but she cleaned herself up and did everything for me when my dad left us. she gave up her whole life pretty much just for me, so she could make sure i was being well taken care of. and especially with all the surgeries and stuff, she really did everything she could for me, and taught me so many good things, and she is my number one fan pretty much. with all my problems, and all the doctors saying i wasnt ever going to learn how to walk, they said i was one of the worst cases in the whole world, that i was going to have to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life, but my mom fought for me, and she kept motivating me and working with me, then one day i started walking and she was so happy, cause she didnt give up on me, she was by my side everyday, helping me and believing in me. i just think of all the shit i have put her through and i feel like shit, like you have no idea. i didnt mean to take out my problems on her when i was upset, i just couldnt control my feelings and i would act out when i was having a bad day, and im sorry for that. i really have been trying to work on it, and i really have been trying to show you how much you mean to me and how much i love you and need you in my life. i told her like a few days ago, that shes the best and i love her so much, and that im sorry for being mean to her, and that i dont mean it. i told her shes so important to me and i have no idea what im going to do when she passes. i told her that she needs to start going to the doctor and stop just talking about it, cause i know shes sick and i know shes in pain, and i just dont wanna see her like that anymore. i need my mommma bear healthy and feeling good. i hate when shes in pain and i hate when shes depressed. i love her so much and i need her, i really fucking need her. shes the only one i truly trust and the only one who i can go to anytime in the day/night. shes my momma bear, shes done so much for me for 20 years and i can never repay her enough. im just gonna keep working on my anger, and do my best to help her. im going to do my best to take care of her when she needs it. when she is hurting, im hurting too. we are so alike its crazy. and its also crazy that when im depressed or something, she can just tell right away i dont even have to tell her, she can just feel it. and its the same for me, i feel when shes depressed. idk this ended up being a lot longer than i thought it was going to be, ive just been thinking about my mom alot lately and how important she is to me. i cannot wait to go to the memorial for chester bennington tomorrow with her, cause linkin park is so important to the both of us, cause we used to listen to them all the time since i was a little girl. like they were even our ringtone on our old flip phone when i was like 10. i cannot wait to sing along with her. i hope she knows how much she really means to me, ive been trying to tell her as much as i possibly can. i really need her to know that im really sorry for everything ive put her through. im not doing any of this because i want to upset her, its because i dont like myself and i want to hurt myself. idk why i have felt like this for so long, but i cant stop it. i just am so broken, and drugs are the only thing that make me somewhat happy. i know she spent my whole life telling me how horrible drug addiction really is, but i decided to start using and now i know first hand how horrible it is. and i feel even worse about it just cause she told me like everyday to not use dope, cause its going to completely destroy me and change me as a person. and now look at me, i dont even know who i am anymore. i just cant wait until my mom and i can truly be happy, together. and do fun things and just live our lives the way we are supposed to. cause i dont wanna take the time i have with her for granted anymore, cause i love her so much and like i said idfk what the fuck im going to do without her. i said to her a few days ago that i might actually just kill myself when that day comes, cause i really dont know what to do without her. well im gunna stop rambling, i just got a lot on my mind and i needed to get it out. just one more thing, i fucking love you momma bear, i know youre never going to see this but still, i fucking love you to the moon and back forever and ever, youre the best mom in the entire world and thank you for doing everything you did for me and for never giving up on me as a child when i couldnt walk and had all those surgeries, i cant imagine how tough that was for you mom, especially when dad left. but just know i got your back no matter what, just like you got mine. youll always be my number one forever, i hope you know how much you truly mean to me, i will tell you it everyday from now on, cause i need you to know how truly amazing you are, youre such an amazing mom, even though you dont think so, i think you are the best, you did everything for me and more, you are such a loving and caring person and you deserve the world<3
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The 7 Simple Habits of Financially Successful People
Financial education is non-existent in American schools. I remember learning how to write a check and balance a checkbook in Home Ec, but there were no courses aboutmortgages, budgeting, taxes, or living within my means. Not at school, anyway. My parents taught me about being frugal. There werent any overt lessons, just leading by example in their daily lives. They didnt do anything extravagantno big vacations, no fancy clothes, no new cars. In fact, my dad drove the same car throughout my entire childhood. He bought it brand new two years before I was born. I learned to drive on this vehicle, and it had something like 200,000 miles on it when it finally died. With so little financial education readily available, its no surprise that few people know how to manage their finances. So how do some people kill it, while others struggle? Here are 7 habits of financially successful people. The 7 Simple Habits of Financially Successful People1. They check their statements every month. Unless youre completely off the grid, you get statements from your various accounts every month. Whether available online or actual paper statements, you have access to a monthly accounting of whats going on in your finances. How often do you check them? My husband starts each day with a quick peek at the statements. Bank, credit cards, stock investments, etc. He tracks everything going into and out of each account, every single day. While this may seem excessive, he feels uncomfortable when he doesnt do it. He discovered ourcredit card number was stolen a few years ago when a weird charge showed up.We were able to shut down that card quickly, before it turned into a big problem. Keeping tabs on your accounts doesnt have to be a daily thing. Weekly or even monthly is finebut many peoplejust dont even bother to ever check it. When was the last time you checked your monthly statements?
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2. They plan their estate. Nobody likes to think about dying. Planning your estate can be a depressing task, which makes it extremely easy to put off. Repeatedly. Like, forever. But without a will, you have no control over what happens to your things. Your house, your car, even custody of your children all becomes subject to the intestacy laws of your state, which may not bear any resemblance to your wishes. Dont let this happen to you. Make a will so that your assets go where you want them to go. Even a handwritten holographic willwill preserve your intentions. Include custody directions if you have children or animals. The best course of action is to have a conversation with the person you are giving custody to you dont want it to come as a surprise to them. Be as specific as you want in your will. You earned this wealth. You helped it grow. Direct your heirs on how to handle your possessions, so your legacy can continue. 3. They create (and stick to) a budget. Financially savvy people have a plan for their money. Dave Ramsey calls it giving every dollar a name. You make a plan for how you are going to spend your money each month, rather than just hoping youll have enough to pay all the bills. Related: 6 Easy-to-Acquire Habits That Will Help You Build Wealth But say the word budget, and people freak out it sounds like a restriction. Look at your budget as a tool. You dont have to give up everything simply because you make one. Instead, you are creating a blueprint for how you want to spend your money. 4. They live below their means. Spending every dime that comes into your pocketis one of the best paths to financial ruin. Having no cushion doesnt allow you to roll with the punches that may come along. Lose your job or have an unexpected bill, and it could take you months or even years to recover. Living below your means allows you to save and invest the difference between what you earn and what you spend. If life throws you a curve ball, you wontget knocked off your feet. Living below your means doesnt mean that you are giving up everything fun. By using a budget to plan your spending, you can include money for entertainment, clothing, or even just a miscellaneous category to spend as you see fit. But instead of spending $500 one month and $700 the next, you plan and stick to your budget, which allows you to save and invest.
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5. They pay themselves first. Paying yourself first means to set aside money to invest or saveBEFORE you spend any other money. All too often, people spend spend spend, then save or invest whatever is left over. If you have no budget, have no idea how you spend your money, and have a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants mentality, your leftovers are meagerif anything. When you are creating that budget, create a line for investing. Make that the first thing you put money into every week or every month. Funnel any unexpected moneylike a bonus or a refundinto this category, too. 6. They invest. Financially intelligent people invest for their future. But say the word invest, and people panic. You dont have to be able to pick stocks like a pro to invest. In fact, investing heavily in individual stocks is a recipe for disaster. Having a diversified portfolio is one of the best ways to spread out your risk. Index fundsa collection of funds designed to mimic a specific indexgive you broad market exposure. An index fund is a passively managed fund, so the fees are significantly lower than traditional, actively managed mutual funds. Real estate is another way to diversify your portfolio, and having a passive source of income through rental properties or even REITs (real estate investment trusts) is a great hedge against the ups and downs of the stock market. Bonds also providea low-risk investment option, but their return is also lower than what you can find through other investment vehicles. 7. They are money conscious. I went out to dinner with friends one night. We went for sushi, but I dont like the idea of eating raw fish. There are a lot of options at a sushi restaurant, and I ended up withcucumber and avocado sushi, which is significantly less expensive than the fancy dragon rolls and rainbow rolls that my dinner companions were eating. At the end of the night, we split the bill evenly. I didnt eat nearly the same amountof food, but enjoyed my time with my friends and was OK with splitting the bill evenlyamongst all of us. It wasnt going to break me financially, and it wasnt something I did frequently. It wasnt something I did frequently, but it WAS something they did frequently. At the time, I was married with no children. Both my husband and I worked and lived frugally, far below our means. But my friends were all single, living alone, and making far less than my husband and me. They felt they deserved these meals out and went out at least once a week to equally lavish restaurants, spending similar amounts on their meal. Every. Single. Week. They had no concept of their spending. They felt no compulsion to save any amount. They didnt invest. They werent conscious of their spending. Related: 3 Habits of Incredibly Lucky People (For Better Fortune in Business & Life!) SoI didnt talk to them about it. Who wants to listen to someone lecturing them about money? They didnt care about their finances,and me hopping up on a soapbox to try to sway them to my side wasnt going to have the desired effect. Being money conscious doesnt mean you never spend any money. It doesnt even mean you never spend frivolously. It means you are conscious of your spending, conscious of what things cost, and conscious of how your actions affect your future. Being financially successful doesnt mean you give up fun. It means you have a financial plan and you stick to it. You make saving for your future a priority, and you structure your life to reach your goals. If you arent currently financially savvy, start with one of these steps. Then add another when you feel ready. Your very first step, the most difficult thing to grasp, is that you need to make a change. Were republishing this article to help out our newer members.
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What habits would you add to this list? How do you keep your finances on track? Leave your comments below! https://www.biggerpockets.com/renewsblog/2016/04/08/7-habits-financially-successful-people/
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Lines from songs that make my chest hurt "this is my body, the only thing that i own entirely" "miss you perfectly, like a dream" "i remember becoming winter, haunted by light / true love turned to sickness in my body, trembling all night" "The world is ending inside you, let it love you to death" "We cant change this place the way it changes us" "My concept of happiness is completely based on fiction / accustomed to disappointment from the human condition" "Im looking at pictures of myself smiling with people i dont talk to or even talk shit on anymore" "Im waiting on you to get better, even if that means nights spent in the outpatient center" "I cant bear to see him, like this again" "Maybe i should get some sunlight, but its just some yellow burden to me" "Shadows settle on the place that you left, our minds are troubled by the emptiness" "I am forgetting to be someone" "Whatever i did for you last year i cannot do again" "there is very little left of me, and its never coming back" "Theres no doubt in my mind that if you could you would try to crack my ribcage open and pull my heart right through" "Someday, ill toss all your presents, and bury the letters left unsent" "If you be my star, ill be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night" "I live to let you shine" "I was just 16 years old when i first lost my mind, in the summer metro ride, to the faceless ghosts inside" "Im not getting better, but i take these drugs i should, every night i sleep and hope i dream of something good" "Am i real to you? Can you even feel me?" "I am your ocean" "And i ask why? Why do we die?" "How can you be happy when you wear all black?" "I feel violent all the time, inside of me" "You ache through the days, cause youll never mend your ways" "Maybe human's not such a bad thing to be" "Shes not eating again, shes not eating again" "We've got your back, whatever thats worth" "I had a friend who had made a flag day, blood on their hands from shards of a heartbreak" "It wont get better, that doesnt mean its gonna get any worse" "If theres one thing i could never confess, its that i cant dance a single step" "She imagined everything i said in falsetto, the only way to justify my childish despair" "Absence makes the heart grow fonder, fondness makes the absence longer" "I am learning to love, i am learning to let myself be loved" "Isnt it obvious to you?" "Im just a brain with a pet body" "I guess its not surprising but its spring and now i should leave" "Change my mind so much i cant even trust it, my mind changed me so much i cant even trust myself" "It pulls all on down my sore feet, i wanna go back to sleep" "We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves" "Remember through sounds, remember through smells, remember through colors, remember through towns" "In that room when i first knew that i could love you" "I am listening to hear where you are" "I wish i could save her in some sort of time machine" "Tired of being awake, take all yr klonopin" "You were never supposed to leave, now my heads splitting at the seams" "Nothing happens, no one tries, pull the trigger on my mind cuz lifes a fucking bummer" "I dont like how things change" "Flowers are born to die, let the pain be" "I hate my mind and im stuck here in it" "Your heart is a muscle the size of your fist, so keep on loving, keep on fighting, and hold on, hold on....hold on for your life" "Brain never stops ticking, sometimes an on/off switch would sure come in handy" "My passion is spread too thin, its just like, i love...everything" "Somethings not right, shadows appear, i close my eyes...is this real life?" "I need your glow to glow" "Oh my god... youre in my head" "wanna be haunted, wanna be loved" "when i was younger i didnt have any fun" "you dont like me anymore" "He creeps into my bed, he fills me with dread, but everything is fine" "if the water takes me in the end, ill let myself drown" "Theres so much we could do if i wasnt dead" "i am not myself, havent been in months" "No one is invincible, everyone is immortal" "Everything feels cold when you lack something familiar, there was light trapped where the sun was... this is harder than i thought" "Try to find your way out to a city so big that it is bound to keep your secrets" "Wake up, is this a dream or reality?" "Let the air and fairness in this achey atmosphere erase the fear of coming off too strong" "left to find a reason to twist those thoughts so dry, one of us is always leaving, pile cans up to pass time" "I know i cant handle anything without losing my mind" "She is beautiful, but she dont mean a thing to me" "Only you can change yourself" "Home doesnt have an address" "they say you gotta pray if you wanna go to heaven, they dont tell you what to say when your whole life is turning to hell" "jesus christ im not scared to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after" "you ruin everything you touch and destroy everyone you love" "i want to feel more than just sorry for myself" "I used to be a better person" "Im breaking down in anybodys arms" "What a tragedy, you and me" "wonder what i would write, for a reason, if i just stopped breathing tonight" "Eyes that burn so bright they make me pure" "I slept all day, i awoke with distaste" "she bruises coughs, she splutters pistol shots" "im learning how to be here and nowhere else" "on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home, but i know its too late, i should have given you a reason to stay" "But i wish i still felt the same now, but i am emptier than ever somehow" "I cant abide by rules which are not my own"
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chinitaindisguise · 6 years ago
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Worth to reminisce one day
Something worth it
I learn something But i dont know where it start. But it was so hard to end it. Ang bilis ko kasi maattach at masanay e. Why!!?? And then i dont know what iwant. But iwant it to stay like it. Because i know that shell always gonna listen with all my rants in life and will always give advices that can make me realize something. A person that can listen to never ending complaint in everything happening in my life. Someone i know who will be there when good or bad will happen. Who can cheer me up when im done and a person who can cope me up. My best friend once said that i should be away to a person like that because i will no take it as it is and it is a hard dealing for me. But i didnt listen. May be because that someone can bear with me. But something came up to ask that is it still worth it or should stop it. Im lucky to meet someone like that. It is really hard to let go but i dont know why. I hope i can answers my own question. But why cant i. Maybe it is better if i keep my distant and to put everything back to its place. But can it go back to the way it used to. Im the type of person that cant get over something for a long time. How can i manage to get it back like the way it is. I really hate goodbyes even if it is not really goodbye. Maybe im just hurt that why. I hate that my feelings are all in a day. Am i just wasting it. Maybe not. I thought i can answers all my questions running in my head but NO it doesnt. But to that person. Thank you for the effort and patience with. I know that im a very stubborn person youll ever met. Thank giving lesson in life that i learn from you. I know that it is the right thing to do. Dont worry i wont forget it. Maybe beacause im the type of person that still dont know what iwant in life. Maybe one day i will let you know this. Baka nga kasalanan ko kasi i dont know want in this life soo far. Everything is so blur in this moment. Siguro tama n nga. Para di rin sya mahirapan. Im a grown up person and i have to believe in myself that i can stand on my own. Why is it so hard to let go on something that you usually dies or who is usually there to hear out everything.
Hearing each other side. I thought it will do no good. But it cant. Dont know why. I though i will give this time space but it cant. It will go back the way it is. How will i face it tom. So goodluck. Because im a person whose good at avoiding if everything conflicates. Maybe after this year i really need to know myself or have time with my friends. Maybe all the stress i have are dragging me down but i dont want them to get me down with it.
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rrightplacerighttime · 7 years ago
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El cabron con los flores
I know what you think Putting on a leather jacket from the older brother, he wore it on his first date Even though this is not a date And your armpits beg to differ Your Target cologne And Clarks ashy from latecomers at church mistaking them for concrete Things you would never fucking wear for anyone Ever But you wanna look sharp For what its worth you have to do laundry too But that can wait
I know how you feel A hot iron about to touch your stomach blow torch to butterflies stuck to leftovers And simultaneously to the peace of above ground train rides You and her The right side of her face on your left shoulder Everything moving right past you The world from coney island reversed But her face never budges You feel it even when it rains There is no umbrella Let the drops see my happiness for once
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I know how it ends Standing in front of her never thinking you could feel this distant The things she says without saying them Thats what you loved the most about her Never wasted a word When the moment was honest You begin to think after she dumps you All the times that she told you she loved you How sometimes she would repeat it over Again and again Like when you tell the ghosts outloud That they are not real The more you say it the more you begin to believe it Instead of accepting what you know is true She doesnt say in front of you this time And the few times she will text it to you Wont exactly bear the same meaning She picks up her head from your shoulder And gets on a plane And never comes back Extra time apart from her Turns into forever
But see YOU do not end Just reset You catch glimpses of her Sit across from someone who looks just like her Both times you say nothing You do nothing but look and walk away You talk about her in pieces to your friends The female ones who you dont mess with Who kinda thought you were gay at first And tell you this when you get cool like that Just pieces Never the whole thing at once Thats even worse than alcohol poisoning They tell you to just forget about her Words of advice While they put on leather jackets Dont go back to her Delete her friends Delete her number (which she changed) Try and get some other girls numbers Even though they dont really catch your eye Do not go back to her Do not go back to her Do i really have to say it a third time? No i get it, twice is good one for each face In the meantime You make some shitty paintings Walk to harlem To brooklyn Only two shots to date Because the sting in your throat is ugly dance with some wives at weddings The beer is fantastic And now youre black John Travolta in suspenders When youre sober You get a decent job And her name is on everything you touch Wonderful But its no big deal I aint mad anymore, B So UPS can keep looking You buy new clothes Sign up for driving lessons Because fuck Peru The Mets lose another World Series And you actually read books now At holiday parties in the heights You hold your sister in laws child And you Look at the way he smiles at you And you just hope, on the ride home That no one ever takes that away from him At the end of star wars, you cry now which you never did Because everything dies by the big asthmatics red lightsaber Everything but hope That same night you set an alarm for 4am You go to sleep and you dream about nothing. Nothing.
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angryanimegamer-blog · 8 years ago
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Digmon Adventure Tri review
Digmon Adventure tri, the digidestined join again for one last adventure.
To start this review, and for those who dont know, Digimon advnture tri is an official sequel to the original digimon that started in in 1999, 7 kids go on a summer camp and while there get transported to a digital world where creatures known as Digimon appear in front of them, from there we embark on an adventure as the tittle says, follwing this kids as they learn more about their environment and the world that surrounds them, the kids with names, Taichi Kamiya, Yamato Ishida, Kojiro Izumi, Sora Takenouchi, Takaishi Takeru, Kido Joe, Tachikawa Mimi, with the addition later on of Kari Kamiya, Taichis sister.
In a very black and white plot, they need to defeat the evil guy that wants to hurt them, but, is that all there is to the adventure? Not in reality,each of the creatures is given to a kid, each with their own personalities same as the kids, its up to them to learn and become friends with them, to teach and be taught, by fighting the final bad guy of the island they are in, is in that fight we see that the story may not be as kid friendly as it seemed, one of the creatures, Patamon, whom belongs to T.K in English or Takaishi Takeru in English, dies while in battle, it is worth mentioning that the creatures, very Pokemon style, can “digievolve” to new forms that give them more power, Patamon now transformed into Angemon dies in its fight, and we see a very real consequence to T.K, he sees his partner die in front of his eyes, this strains T.Ks mind as he gets comforted by his friends with the promise from Angemon that theyll meet again, keep in mind that these are kids, yet much like everyone, theya re forced to live with the consequences of a battle and that of a choice, that is what most of the series in reality has been defined, decisions.
Theres much more to be said about Digimon Adventure, but that is not for this entry, weve placed the tone for whats to come.
Digimon Adventure Tri, as said above, takes place 6 years after the final battle and events in Digimon Adventure,it all starts with the first movie Reunion, the kids now grown into their High School lives, are trying to live the lifes they have now that their partner Digimons stayed in the Digitalworld, we find one of the main characters Taichi, on his way to a school game, while going there he seems troubled by something but continues on, Yamato now has a rock band, while Kojiro Izumi has bloomed as a very smart person with his own company and technological knowledge, Joe Kido, being the eldest of the group has been on a troubled path in his College life, Mimi has been travelling abroad and not stayed with the group, but weird things are happening around town, Tai has focued too much on his sport activities and has not taken his college decisions seriously, something the other characters criticize him for, as things start to get weirder, a digimon shows up and start destroying things, Tai takes off to see what he can do but he no longer has his digimon partner nor do any of the other character, when he finds himself cornered a new digimon appears but this time, was his old partner, Agumon, with Tais help Agumon evolves and takes on fighting the enemy, as they are battling more buildings are destroyed, this affects Tai, as he realizes the fight, unlike when he was a kid, is having real meaningful consequences, people getting hurt, along wth his partner Tai manages to get the enemy to a different location less populated, where the other characters arrive with their Digimon partners.
They join the fight and when the enemy seems cornered a new shadow appears and captures the enemy taking him to a different dimension, still, Tai looks around and sees that his battle, and that of the others, has destroyed the city they live in, and starts questioning what his motives are for fighting or if he should at all, a few days later, Kojiro Izumi has developed a new way to remain in easy contact with the partner digimons, a new enemy, Alphamon, shows up, who proves to be much more pwoerful than any of the kids and their digimon, they need even more power, Tai in his internal conflicts believes that more fight will cause more damage and destruction, but Yamato Ishida stops him, and tells him, that he needs to stop running and face his fears, as in the moment Tai decides to fight bring for the power of Omegamon, after the battle ends Yamato tells Tai that he did good in fighting but hes a coward for running.
This speaks highly of the production value of the movie, same as many people, we all face the choices and our fears as life progresses, this is relfected in a beautiful way in Tais character, its fine to believe things as kids will turn out great, but, there are consequences, and they are as real for you as they are everyone around you.
The first movie Reunion, speaks more about the perils of growing up, what means to lead, what means to lose, and what it means for the characters to fight, after all, isnt that life itself.
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Now we are in the second film, Determination, which places its focus on 2 other characters, Kido Joe and Mimi Tachikawa, Joe has been abscent from the fighting and Mimi has tried to adjust being back in Japan, after a small trip to a hot spring, new strange happen, Mimi is forced to fight with her partner Palmon, in doing so, their fight causes a Helicopter to be damaged, this causes a fight with Kojiro Izumi, meantime Joe has tried his best at his college test but keeps failing, he thinks that fighting and his role as a digidestined its too much to bear on top of his College problem, Joes parnet Gomamon, starts picking on this and after a disagreement he leaves, Joe and Mimi meet by chance next to river, where they both talk about some issues they have encountered, having this way, a real heartfelt moment, both characters talk about something that happens to everyone, the barriers of life itself.
Joe has been on a personal battle to fit into an early adulthood, something that in many ways is demanded of each person in society, but this has put too much stress on him, which in return causes him to fail the more he tries, whereas Mimi has tried her best to make her ideas into reality only for her classmates to reject this and calling her selfish, this is yet another aspect of the process of growing up, having ideas and hopes doesnt always mean they come a reality, youll be faced with barriers the more you want to achieve, its up to each person to deal with them and surpass them.
Later in the movie, Joe finds Gomamon and tries to talk about why he left, Gomamon explains that hes felt Joes lack of desire to fight and tells him he doesnt want to be a burden anymore to Joe and the life he wants, Joe gets angry and tells him that he doesnt feel this fight should be his duty, that just cause of being given something doesnt mean he wants, the people that want to fight then do so, Gomamon tells him that much like Joe he doesnt want to fight either but he has to and he wont run away from it, Joe gets angry at the last comment as he was called a coward that is running away, now I ask you, if you had been given a duty, would you take it to the end or will you also see the many implications this has?
During a fight with a new enemy, Gomamon finds himself at the border of perishing, Hikari finds Joe and confronts him about what hes doing, she tells Joe a truth that I believe personally to be important for everyone, is it that important for you to have a reason to do something? Do you need reasons to fight for those who need it? Faced with this Joe confronts his fears and goes to help Gomamon, he arrives in time and with his now renewed look on things helps gomamon achieve a new level of evolution, as the other characters wtch this, Joe tells Mimi that its fine if she continues to be herself, that is fine by itself.
Mimi by hearing this cheers up and also helps her partner evolve into a new form, at the end of the fight one of the new characters digimon partner goes berserk and kills one allied digimon, this shocks everyone and the movie ends with a cliffhanger for the new one.
This second installment talks much more about the many aspects of growing up in society, responsibility of your life, what you encounter in life, and that the outlook you have of it, will shape how things turn out.
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Now we are in the Third movie, Confession, the characters still a little rattled about the events of the last movie, find themselves still trying to figure things out about whats happening, they manage to find out theres a virus causing all of this, Joe and Mimi have found new strength and this changes how they interact with the others, this time however, its focus shifts to other 2 characters, Kojiro Izumi and Takaishi Takeru, each characters has a crest Symbol, that signifies their most special trait, Taichi is Courage, Yamato-Friendship, Hikari-Light, Takaishi-Hope, Joe-Honesty, Mimi-Purity, Sora-Love, Izumi-Knowledge, this shows in how they act and behave, their most special trait.
During the movie of Confession, Izumi finds himself in a bind as he cant figure out the cause of the virus or how to stop, he only knows it can reach any digital form or life, which makes him fear that their Digimon partners can be infected, Takaishi comes to visit the Digimon and Patamon asks him to take it with him, this causes all the other Digimon to also want to get out,TK agrees to this as before Patamon had a small burst of rage and bites him, he thinks this a miss with Patamon and he realizes the digimon is infected, he tells one of the new characters about this, but doesnt to others, once again, we face a new aspect of life, wether we tell the truth or not, simple concept you may think, thats something that is learnt early in life, but, much like any other facet of life, this isnt quite black and white,a truth that may have a big consequence at a personal level, or postpone it or lie about it, what will that acomplish on all sides of the coin.
Meantime, Kojiro grows even more frustrated at his lack of progress, lets take a look at this, as we progress through obstacles, theres always the moment when we reach a barrier that we cant seem to find an answer or solution for the problem, yet we always seem in a rush to fix, answer or solve problems, its always easy to get lost in the way trying to do any of that, we lose sight of the bigger picture and miss what could be an easy answer, when in life do we stop looking at many options and focus on just finding one, is it easier? Is it simpler?
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owldge is working against him this time, and in doing so hes missing the chances to see the answer in front of him, its only until his Digimon partner Tentomon faces him and tells him, that lately he doesnt seem to be enjoying the search for knowldge, something he used to enjoy when he was a kid, Kojiro feels the weight of this, and tries to change his outlook hence finding a possible answer that was starring at him all along.
Meantime Takaishi is faced bi his brother Yamato about his weird behavior, once again we are presented with a chance to appreciate the value of a honest answer or lack there of, how we assume the moment of truth, Takaishi feels this and decides to not say the truth, cause he thinks thatll make the other characters get him to get rid of his partner, Meicoomon, the new digimon partner of the new character, Meiko, and the cause of the death in the previous movie, shows up again and starts attacking, Patamon tells TK that if hes to become evil, to destroy him, TK refuses this idea but is contacted about the attack and heads off, in the battle Kojiro has proposed an idea to save the date of their digimon but things dont go as expected when all digimon become infected and go berserk, this makes Kojiros partner Tentomon reach a new level of power to help the others, but its too late, the data is reset and their partners are lost.
Now with no Digimon with them, TK says he knoew of patamon but was afraid of what telling the truth about him wouldve done, we always wonder what wouldve happened had we done something different, said different, or thought different about something, it makes things worst as the thoughts of guilt and remorse, we see the characters of the movie, not consumed, but faced with the aftermath of a choice, the confession that couldve been made, the missed knowledge.
Moving a few days after, each character seems to be trying to move on with their lifes, but not Kojiro, hes still looking for ways to bring back or see their partners again, after getting rejected by the others, he seems to be giving up, but one afternoon, they all seem to coincide in going to the same place, Tai looks over the sky, and tells everyone that, if they wait, if they sit and wait for things to get solved, theyll end up becoming adults as well, this is a metaphor saying that while adults wait for answers and solutions, as young people they can choose to take action and change the situation.
TK talks to the new character Meiko, and tells her, that even if she knew her partner was the cause of the problem, its not about placing blame or finding guilty people, its about the actions they get to make, she in guilt yells that she should be blamed, lets take another look at this.
Most of our lives, or a good part of it, we will ourselves trying to look at things to blame for the things that happen, but very rarely we stop and thing that those actions may be a cause of us, and it should be us go get blamed, not someone else, if you are reading this far, you may say, but I do blame myself for my failure, and you might be right, not everyone decides to blame everything but themselves,but we are guilty of doing that in several ocassions of our live, it will always be dependent on the individual to face their choices or to blame it on someone else, or on the other hand, comes times when theres only a huge pressure of guilt, that we feel we should be blamed and punished for that accordingly, some situations are out of our control, we can only work with what is given to us, our choices, once again, will shape what that becomes.
At the end of the movie, the characters choose to go back to the digital world, where they find their reborn partners, but they have no memory of them.
I now ask, havent these movies try to talk to us, the ones who grew up and try and make sense of life as we go, this movies have not been anything but a love letter, a pat on the back and a “go on, its ok, youll find answers”.
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The 4th movie will be titled Loss, has not been released yet, but so far, it seems to deal on the barrier of trying to get to know someone, the rejection that comes with it, and the obstacles that will happen.
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The 7 Simple Habits of Financially Successful People
Financial education is non-existent in American schools. I remember learning how to write a check and balance a checkbook in Home Ec, but there were no courses aboutmortgages, budgeting, taxes, or living within my means. Not at school, anyway. My parents taught me about being frugal. There werent any overt lessons, just leading by example in their daily lives. They didnt do anything extravagantno big vacations, no fancy clothes, no new cars. In fact, my dad drove the same car throughout my entire childhood. He bought it brand new two years before I was born. I learned to drive on this vehicle, and it had something like 200,000 miles on it when it finally died. With so little financial education readily available, its no surprise that few people know how to manage their finances. So how do some people kill it, while others struggle? Here are 7 habits of financially successful people. The 7 Simple Habits of Financially Successful People1. They check their statements every month. Unless youre completely off the grid, you get statements from your various accounts every month. Whether available online or actual paper statements, you have access to a monthly accounting of whats going on in your finances. How often do you check them? My husband starts each day with a quick peek at the statements. Bank, credit cards, stock investments, etc. He tracks everything going into and out of each account, every single day. While this may seem excessive, he feels uncomfortable when he doesnt do it. He discovered ourcredit card number was stolen a few years ago when a weird charge showed up.We were able to shut down that card quickly, before it turned into a big problem. Keeping tabs on your accounts doesnt have to be a daily thing. Weekly or even monthly is finebut many peoplejust dont even bother to ever check it. When was the last time you checked your monthly statements?
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2. They plan their estate. Nobody likes to think about dying. Planning your estate can be a depressing task, which makes it extremely easy to put off. Repeatedly. Like, forever. But without a will, you have no control over what happens to your things. Your house, your car, even custody of your children all becomes subject to the intestacy laws of your state, which may not bear any resemblance to your wishes. Dont let this happen to you. Make a will so that your assets go where you want them to go. Even a handwritten holographic willwill preserve your intentions. Include custody directions if you have children or animals. The best course of action is to have a conversation with the person you are giving custody to you dont want it to come as a surprise to them. Be as specific as you want in your will. You earned this wealth. You helped it grow. Direct your heirs on how to handle your possessions, so your legacy can continue. 3. They create (and stick to) a budget. Financially savvy people have a plan for their money. Dave Ramsey calls it giving every dollar a name. You make a plan for how you are going to spend your money each month, rather than just hoping youll have enough to pay all the bills. Related: 6 Easy-to-Acquire Habits That Will Help You Build Wealth But say the word budget, and people freak out it sounds like a restriction. Look at your budget as a tool. You dont have to give up everything simply because you make one. Instead, you are creating a blueprint for how you want to spend your money. 4. They live below their means. Spending every dime that comes into your pocketis one of the best paths to financial ruin. Having no cushion doesnt allow you to roll with the punches that may come along. Lose your job or have an unexpected bill, and it could take you months or even years to recover. Living below your means allows you to save and invest the difference between what you earn and what you spend. If life throws you a curve ball, you wontget knocked off your feet. Living below your means doesnt mean that you are giving up everything fun. By using a budget to plan your spending, you can include money for entertainment, clothing, or even just a miscellaneous category to spend as you see fit. But instead of spending $500 one month and $700 the next, you plan and stick to your budget, which allows you to save and invest.
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5. They pay themselves first. Paying yourself first means to set aside money to invest or saveBEFORE you spend any other money. All too often, people spend spend spend, then save or invest whatever is left over. If you have no budget, have no idea how you spend your money, and have a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants mentality, your leftovers are meagerif anything. When you are creating that budget, create a line for investing. Make that the first thing you put money into every week or every month. Funnel any unexpected moneylike a bonus or a refundinto this category, too. 6. They invest. Financially intelligent people invest for their future. But say the word invest, and people panic. You dont have to be able to pick stocks like a pro to invest. In fact, investing heavily in individual stocks is a recipe for disaster. Having a diversified portfolio is one of the best ways to spread out your risk. Index fundsa collection of funds designed to mimic a specific indexgive you broad market exposure. An index fund is a passively managed fund, so the fees are significantly lower than traditional, actively managed mutual funds. Real estate is another way to diversify your portfolio, and having a passive source of income through rental properties or even REITs (real estate investment trusts) is a great hedge against the ups and downs of the stock market. Bonds also providea low-risk investment option, but their return is also lower than what you can find through other investment vehicles. 7. They are money conscious. I went out to dinner with friends one night. We went for sushi, but I dont like the idea of eating raw fish. There are a lot of options at a sushi restaurant, and I ended up withcucumber and avocado sushi, which is significantly less expensive than the fancy dragon rolls and rainbow rolls that my dinner companions were eating. At the end of the night, we split the bill evenly. I didnt eat nearly the same amountof food, but enjoyed my time with my friends and was OK with splitting the bill evenlyamongst all of us. It wasnt going to break me financially, and it wasnt something I did frequently. It wasnt something I did frequently, but it WAS something they did frequently. At the time, I was married with no children. Both my husband and I worked and lived frugally, far below our means. But my friends were all single, living alone, and making far less than my husband and me. They felt they deserved these meals out and went out at least once a week to equally lavish restaurants, spending similar amounts on their meal. Every. Single. Week. They had no concept of their spending. They felt no compulsion to save any amount. They didnt invest. They werent conscious of their spending. Related: 3 Habits of Incredibly Lucky People (For Better Fortune in Business & Life!) SoI didnt talk to them about it. Who wants to listen to someone lecturing them about money? They didnt care about their finances,and me hopping up on a soapbox to try to sway them to my side wasnt going to have the desired effect. Being money conscious doesnt mean you never spend any money. It doesnt even mean you never spend frivolously. It means you are conscious of your spending, conscious of what things cost, and conscious of how your actions affect your future. Being financially successful doesnt mean you give up fun. It means you have a financial plan and you stick to it. You make saving for your future a priority, and you structure your life to reach your goals. If you arent currently financially savvy, start with one of these steps. Then add another when you feel ready. Your very first step, the most difficult thing to grasp, is that you need to make a change. Were republishing this article to help out our newer members.
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What habits would you add to this list? How do you keep your finances on track? Leave your comments below! https://www.biggerpockets.com/renewsblog/2016/04/08/7-habits-financially-successful-people/
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